Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Today is the 2nd year. Cool. No wonder i am feeling sleepy.
Neeways, dunnoe what is up with me, i just dun feel well.
Dying soon?
10:47 pm
Sunday, June 28, 2009
My lappy spoiled.
Feel so crippled without it.
5:16 pm
Thursday, June 25, 2009
This week is such a long week!! But finally is gonna be TGIF tml!!!
Such a tiring week..a pretty sucky one too!!
Beginning to realise that the word "sorry" does not really mean anything to me anymore. Sad isn't it? Or the meaning of it does not really matter but the way its being express? I find myself so 'trained' to saying "sorry" without any sincerity in it.
Sometimes, i just don't understand the whole racial thing. Why do the whites always act like they are more superior then the rest? Why do one race feels more superior to the other? The contrast in skin colour really does influence the way we react to different people?
This week was such a bad week, that every single customer that i served is a "time bomb" the moment they hear something not pleasing to their ears, they hurl unpleasant words and threaten to complain about you. I find myself having to apologise for things that i don't directly handle with. I do understand the nature of my job, to represent the bank as the customer's don't care who handles what, but sees us as a whole to turn unpleasant experience into a pleasant one. But its getting so terrible. Having to apologise for other's stupid mistakes, having to apologise that is more stringent to bank in this country, having to apologise when they have a bad day etc and etc. So many a times, i get so frustrated, even though i dun take it too personally, but believe me, no matter how cheerful you remain to be, there will be days when the hurlings will grib you and tear you right into your soul.
Today, i have to apologise to a customer because his mom was issued a cross cheque of SGD11 and she doesn't even have a bank account in SG. He started hurling unpleasant words personal attacks etc and i just got so mad, i blatantly say "sorry for what you are going through" and i stomp off infront of him. Yes, a very ard stomp on the steps with my heels. I dun even care how was his reaction. If you knew you dun have an account, why request for a cross cheque? or the more for just SGD11?? And i got hurl and scream and demean like nobody's business. If just WTF.
There was another case which i did not handle personally, but its so classic that we are so convince that those lighter coloured then us think they can have their own way as long as they are dealing with us the so called "lower beings". One light coloured being scream, scolded at my colleague for what? Not able to do his account activation because he does not have any photo identification with him. My colleague was scream at so loudly, she almost teared. Just as this light coloured being was rupturing like a volcano, another colleague had to serve another light coloured being inside a room. Guess what? the customer told my colleague "you better serve me properly and give me what i want, if not, i will be like the guy outside!" This is threatening already!!! OMG!! What are they thinking??????
Nevermind, i'll stop thinking about it. It sucks to serve this kind of customer, but is my job.
TGIF tml, God please grant me a brand new day, with recharge positivity that can last me for as long as it can be.
Faith BUCK UP!!
10:31 pm
Monday, June 22, 2009
Go watch "The Taking of Phelham 123" is good!!
My results is coming out at 1400hrs laters. Scary
12:31 pm
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Finally!!! My day has ended. Such a long tiring complete with hot and humid day!
Branch work in the morning, thereafter in branch roadshow all the way till 7pm!!! *kinda hate saturdays actually*
But am thankful it has ended, and my entire boring and tiring and hot and humid day ended with a good dinner with Jessika and Kim Peh.
More to come next week though. 9-9 on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. Must embrace myself for it, pull my socks higher and have lotsa rest. I am feeling a painful stint in my throat already. OMG
10:47 pm
Sunday, June 14, 2009
I am having a very peaceful sunday. And i kind of like it. But i'm feeling like my body is growing bigger and bigger. Time for a strict diet. Bought the instant oatmeal. And is just oats and oats for the next week!!!
Was reading my past posts..and oh man i do write so much better in the past....Whats going on with me??? Hahahahahahah
Side track...it been 2 years since the day..I haven forgotten totally, well i don't i'll ever as well..But its good to be moving on coping with what i have to and committed to do..Maybe its a right thing to do by refusing to ever catch up...cos it'll be too tough for me to handle.
Even though you do flash through my mind everyday for the past 2 years. I want nothing more to know that you are leading a good life and all is well. Occasional chats online is cool. I no longer hold anything and though you still are constantly appearing in my mind, i could too just shake it off and say a simple pray for you to have a good day.
Going off to have an early night. Its gonna be a brand new week...and yes confessing only the good things..and yes I WILL HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:00 pm
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I am still waiting for that call to go KTV or drinks or catch up or whatever...like you said.
You know it means alot to me...
3:11 pm
Friday, June 12, 2009
传闻中的蝶爱上花的美
露宿在荒野
选择孤独的喜悦
爱上谁
怎么也不会累
你逃离的防线
我始终追随
学不会忘却
注定要心碎
你曾说完美
所以不能挽回
从相恋到离别
温柔早被曲解
相拥却流下泪
害怕去告解
甚至无法闭上双眼去感觉
也许是我习惯忽略
能让你快乐的泉源
我自私得向你包围
想靠近却被爱隔绝
谁倾听我告解
用恋爱的双眼施舍些安慰
祈求不是我的执著
让你对爱产生错觉
我只是用我的一切
表达我对你永远不变
学不会忘却
注定要心碎
你曾说完美
所以不能挽回
从相恋到离别
温柔早被曲解
相拥却流下泪
害怕去告解
甚至无法闭上双眼去感觉
也许是我习惯忽略
能让你快乐的泉源
我自私得向你包围
想靠近却被爱隔绝
谁倾听我告解
用恋爱的双眼施舍些安慰
祈求不是我的执著
让你对爱产生错觉
我只是用我的一切
表达我对你永远不变
谁倾听我告解
用恋爱的双眼施舍些安慰
祈求不是我的执著
让你对爱产生错觉
我只是用我的一切
表达我对你永远不变
7:04 pm
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I just came trying..hoping i'll see something..
But its always the blank screen that's awaiting me.
12:07 am
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Been awhile. Been busy. Been playing. Been relaxing. Been eating. Been lazy
Exams long finished and i don't think i did well. Something hit and i went blank.
I got tons that i wish i could just share.
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事情已经过了两年，怎么我的心时不时还会隐隐作痛
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呼冷呼热，呼冷呼热， 我快疯了
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11:45 pm
