Monday, February 28, 2005
Cool..my sister got her o'level result today. She score 15!!!! Which is very good. And the silly her still cry until like crazy. HahAHAHAHA. Nothing much to update also...sianz..is this blog getting more and more boring???
Went for my napfa test on sat. But guess what?? It was raining!!!! And it had to be postpone to next week...arrghh!!! Actually i dohope for a bronze at least. Am only scare of my 2.4 km run and my sit and reach..seems like my bones are too stiff to bend anymore...arrgghh!!!!
Finish watching vampire p3. Quite nice la...but basically is alot of love stories make up one Vampire p3.
LAstly, i need to go on diet!!!!!! arrgghhh!!!!!
3:05 pm
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
I was walking my way home yesterday..and the lost feeling came and overwhelmed me. Too many things have happen in one day. Not very terrible things, but they left me feeling vulnerable and sensitive. Cried myself to sleep last night. *yawnz* i am tired *yawnz*
9:47 am
Friday, February 18, 2005
My childhood most fav and exciting game...Hide and Seek....
Come out come out.....Wherever you are.........
11:45 am
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Wondering how i spent my valentines day? Hahaha i went all the way to yishun northpoint to have macdonald's with my bigbig. I guess that will be how we are going to spend our vday together at least for next year also. *geez* but anyhow, it was a good one cos i get to spend it with my bigbig beside me, holding my hand.
Was reading flowerpod when i come across a thread where a man post for ideas cos he wants to propose to his sweetheart on vday itself. Read so many many examples, real life examples...they are all so touching...awwww....
Got a bottle of sweets for my friend who was recently out of love. He was like very sad when he had to spend vday alone. So i told him i'll get him flowers to cheer him up. But he say he paiseh dun wan me to spend. So, i never spend hahahaha Just go buy a cheap bottle and topped up all the sweets in from the leftovers from chinese new year. And did a little card. So eh, the sincerity is there ok although it cost almost nothing. Hope he can get over it quickly, of cos i do understand it takes some time, his been with her for so long...it gets a little saddening, my secondary ger friend also recently just broke up with her bf, they have been together for like how many donkey years?? I understood the feeling when the love is lost. And at times i will grow pessimistic of my future. I am afraid of coming to an end too. I held my hands tighter to bigbig, no one can take him away from me, only death will do us part. I told bigbig that i want to live one day lesser then him. Yes, i am afraid of loneliness. I dun wan to be alone.
Hope both my friends can get back on their feet soon. *prays hard for them* God please allow everyone to have a wonderful ending. please!!
12:01 pm
Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!! How many of you out there got roses??? I envy you ok?? I no flowers...becos bigbig say too expensive...plus i have a high taste for tulips..so no flowers for me....oh..but i have a little rose in a very nice bag. All thenaks to Hongming. I shamelessly asked for one...cos he gonna give the rest of my four kakis...so i say even though he dun really know me...he still have to give me...hahahaha....so not bad la!! Thanks Hongming!!!!!
I got bigbig a adidas watch. Actually i could have gotten him a better wan. But i was in a terrible mood. Due to menses, backache, stomach cramp, feet sore all came at once after a nice last dinner with liping. Bigbig picked one which is actually quite good already, but he wanted to look at some others of the same value but with more functions..but he couldn't dare to see me in that kind of state, and i was grumpy so he settled for the adidas watch that the salesman got him. Which is pretty good wan also la, but well, we still have long way and i can always get him another one. Yeah..just glad that bigbig likes the watch.
Will be going northpoint for a v.day dinner at macdonalds later. We reckon that nothing can be even more romantic then him having to have a nights off on vday night. So watever la, watever we eat will still be romantic.
I have had a good chinese new year too. Though i was pretty stress when i went to bigbig's relative place to visit. That was my first time joining his family on such a big scale, with so many others around. I just stick to him throughout the night only leaving him for awhile to visit the toilet. All my hongbao money has been channelled to buy bigbig's gift. But i feel is well spent cos bigbig deserve it. LOVE YOU!!!!
Been picking up my skills on mahjong and black jack with my kakis from school. HAhahaha learnt alot from them man!! But it was so fun, and i hope we could have lots more of these kinds of gatherings, play and bitch together...hahahaa so fun!!! ok..for now...byebye hope everyone will enjoy their vday. And for those who hasnt got any date, will find one soon!!!!
3:35 pm
Monday, February 07, 2005
And i went Ikea to get curtains also.....ANd i am so broke liao...with all the buying and eating...broke.....practically...waiting for cny then can buy my bigbig his vday gift!!! But i am so happy!!!! And i bought myself a cosmopolitan mag....the mag cost me $13!!! is so damn ex!!! And there is nothing interesting to read...i strongly suggest not to buy it, herworld and cleo is good enough. And for $13bucks a mag, you could get both herworld and cleo and still have $3 left!! I suggest of you have to buy, browse through it first, you can just browse thru, think twice...you could see all the articles you want while at the bookstand...$13 is really not worth it!!!!!DUN BUY IT!!!!
10:41 am
I had the the most fun throughout this weekend. Firstly is becos i get to spend tons and tons in fact, the whole weekend i was spending time alone...ya alone with bigbig. Secondly, we so many places to shop and buy so many many things...wah...and i got my early Valentine's day presents!! hahahaha
I went out with qingy, tum tum and nana for coffee after school on friday. Then waited for bigbig to come and fetch me for dinner. Then bigbig send me home. Then we made a huge paln for saturday and we really carried it out....we plan to go bugis and orchard to do shopping..and we really did!! Hahahaha..have never shop so much in my whole life. Bugis and Orchard!! HAhahaAnd i am so touched by bigbig, there was hardly even any time for him to have a good sleep, but he manage to do a "forever" album as a Vday gift for me..anyone wants to see it just let me know...I almost cried when i saw the album..the album is going to store all the celebrations we have went through together..so nice!! Bigbig not only gave me the album, he brought me alot of things also, so he finally fulfilled his promise,he bought me a pair of jeans, 2 tops and 2 shoes!!! HAhahahaha....i have so much fun buying and buying.
SO in all, i got for CNY is, 1 bysi top, 1 pink cardigan, 1 jeans, 2 spaghetti top, 2 bags and 2 heels!!! Hahahahaha I am so happy!!!!!! There is this thing that i must mention, i got this pretty small handbag for $13!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!!! Have never been so "shopped" before!!!!!!!! Have a HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! I love my vday gifts!!!!!
10:20 am
Friday, February 04, 2005
*yAWnZ*
10:12 am
Thursday, February 03, 2005
As of the above.....I NEED TO PLUCK MY EYEBROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is this 15th anniversary thingy in school...and all SIP students are to attend it...SianZ....Dunnoe what issit....But i Think is gonna be real boring!!!!!!
9:36 am
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
I went for my new shopping yesterday night with my kakis from school. It was a very fruitful and enjoyable one. Got myself 1 blue top from BYSI, a pink cardigan (which is real good buy at $20), a pinkish orange top from Samuel and Kelvin (which we got one each for ourselves) and a white handbag (which is also a very good buy at $20). So i am now more or less done with my shopping, only left with my blue jeans and a spaghetti top from GIO. If there is any money left or i happen to have extra i might buy a pair of nice sandals which is still not on the list yet due to budget. Notice that what i bought is nothing of what i wanted from my shopping list. Hahaha. I shall take my own time to buy those from my shopping list...I did saw some vintage cardigans la, but i was sort of rushing for a little time, so i didn't really look through it. I wanted to buy my fond hugs skirt, but i will only buy it after chinese new year. And i can't find a vintage bag which i can really set my eyes on. I bought the white bag becos it is nice and for that kind of price i had to buy it!!!!
After shopping, sherry and i, yess just the 2 of us, went to sing at Kbox till 2 plus in the morning. Wah, i hasn't had such late nights during my weekdays since like dunnoe when. But it was so fun, we sang and sang..and i keep wanting to shout my lungs out so i can blast off sherry's ears, and i ended up with no voice, practically can't hit a single note when i duet with her after a super tedious song. Hahahaha. But it was so fun le,i can't stop laughing.
I must blog this wan...really...I was so happy yesterday. I don't know what happen also...bigbig and me..we were like in love with each other all over again..don't know leh, maybe becos we miss each other too much, then when we finally met up yesterday..wah....exploded...if i were to be anyone on the streets that notice us,i might think that we are just a newly attached couple...very infatuated with each other in the early stages...hahaha..but the fact is we are together for almost a year already!!! I hasn't flet this way for months...and i hasn't seen that face on bigbig's face when he is to leave me and go back to camp for months...in fact i think i only saw tat day ont he first day when we got attached...when he was about to go home...then he didn't want to leave...then when he left he gave me tht face...and after abt 11 months later...for the second time he gave me that look again...hahahA...he reckon that's becos we love each other alot ma!! Hahahahaha...so cute!!! Awwww!!!! i think that's the effect after wat happen on sat. I was thinking too much again..and i told him i didn't want to wake up one day and realise this is all nothing but just a dream..i never believe good things will happen to me...he was the best thing that happen to me...i guess its never easy to maintain a relationship..esp when he's in army...i told him, i didn't know, and nobody told me that its tough being a gf of a NS man. After a very long talk, we fell in love with each other again..
Its really tough to be in a serious relationship...and its very easy to get worn out if there is no catalyst added in after a long time...Just like a married couple would, take the marriage vow for the first time in their whole life...and susequently, rededicate their love for each other again by repeating that same marriage vows to each other again. I am so happy and head over heels with my big again.....Love you bigbig!!!!
But i know there is still another someone very very very important, waiting for me to rededicated my love for HIm.
10:47 am
