Couldn't help but laugh...quite a way to illustrate how i feel now... and is either i am crazy or i have too much time on both my hands.
Well, at least, i don't accumulate dark eye rings. Its good news to me already. Can't wait for my hair appointment on monday. My last day on coming friday.
And when things and people go separate ways, time will heal...
8:03 pm
Some asked me what is Goliath, some asked me what IS my Goliath. Well, here's a picture illustration of what a Goliath is..the story of David and Goliath. Well, i am like David in the picture, the small size fellow. Although i do believe that i am physically MUCH bigger then him in real life. But come on, its just an illustration!! **roll eyes** Cos my Goliath is far bigger then this which you see in the picture. Its not just a physical giant, but a mental and emotional one too. OMG!!
It is so big that no matter how i run away from it, i will be still covered by its shadow. **wah lau eh..i run until i no breath already!!** and right now because i have no more breath to run, i have no choice but **take out small sword** to face the stupid Goliath. **legs trembling like crazy****God save me pls!! tolong tolong!!**
Forget about asking what exactly i am going through, i won't say even if you send the Almighty Mr Bigbig, cos Goliath will just swept him off with one sword. **ka CHAR!!****see told you i need supernatural strength**
Just remember to forgive me if i act weird on you. Cos i am just not being myself. I am tryng my best already. I just need to sleep more!!
7:47 pm
Friday, June 29, 2007
There is a super HUGE GOLIATH that i need to conquer and slay..
I hope i can fight it without falling under its deadly charms
11:32 pm
I am down with gastric flu.
Had a huge jab yesterday..so painful. Lucky Mr Bigbig came by..if not i think i could have died on my bed.
Still went to office today, wasn't able to finish my handover, and it was too messy, too many and too complicated to handover, wanted to leave half day, but stayed throughout.
Great time chatting with the beloveds in the team. Glad that friendship was bulit, and i know i wasn't a great personality to accept but they still manage to do it. This shows how great they are. Feeling alittle pain that i will be leaving them in another week's time.
Today is the last time i see and work with dear Cynthia as well. I will miss those times bullying the rest with her together. Those chit chat sessions which often turn the office into market place.
Missing the times i had with the other babes in office. We didn't, or infact, i didn't have the chance to catch up with them since don't know when. Wonder how's princess and pok pok.
Whats going on with my life man...why does it seems like i am missing so much things..
8:04 pm
Some wrongs cannot be undone..
Some wrongs should have prevented it from happening in the first place. But sometimes you just didn't have the time to stop and think if you are capable in handling whats that to come, the grave consequences that might follow.
Just got to learn as it comes, i guess, i still do believe things happen for a reason. Stubborn? I am brought up the way i am i guess, emotionally unstable.
So much for making full use of my one month subscription!
**Panda eyes is looking you** BOO!!
3:49 am
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
又是星期一啦！
I am looking forward to this month though. Just made a "Major" move. Not annoucing on the blog yet, but if you are smart, you can guess it, and if you are kpo enough, can sms or call me up, and i'll tell. Not making an oficial annoucement until everything is settle.
Felt a burden lifted off my chest, but a new one added not long after. Its my fear for the scary monster called "Change". Don't underdetermine its power, cos it will make you make all the wrong choices if you don't open up yourself to it. But you'll feel so naked when you decide to embrace it, no protection, no security. If anyone out there do understand what i am trying to say here.
Nothing much to do this week. But nontheless still a tiring one. Went back to office to have lunch with all the dear darlings and later on i spent the whole afternoon, just trying to sent out 4 letter documents to 4 different countries for my cousin.
Next, i headed towards Bugis to meet another darling, Nana. But she was so late! I waited till 8 plus. But she had to meet her boy up for dinner who calle her up last minute. It was just a short meet up. We must meet up again to make up for the lost tine ya?
Then was off to tampines to meet lumber 1 and 2 for a short coffee talk which lasted till 1am. We were talking about going overseas to prolly Bangkok when they ORD. Excited!! I shall keep bugging them on it! I'll PLAN OK!!
Here's just some pictures to end off the post. I am already dreaming about owning a Sony Cybershot T20!!
Nana and me..in the toilet again!
Left: Lumber 2 Right: Lumber 1
From Left: Lumber 1, Me with my stupid Fringe, Lumber 2
Ok la, Lumber 1 and 2 not too bad looking, any gers interested can send resume to me, i'll do the selection and pass your details to them. Lumber 1 is more desperate though. Send your resume FAST!!!
3:40 am
3:38 am
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
A closure on a agonizing chapter. Something not all employee would like to go through. Which also compels me to move on as well.
Just too bad, that it wasn't the best as well. What kind of decision will you make then? What kind of decision makes a good one. Will you move just for the sake of moving? Or will you wait till there is a much better offer?
I cannot determine if this is a good opportunity. How i wish i have an advisor beside me now.
Dun ask me what i want. Cos i am not too clear myself.
Just pretty sick of everything that is going around.
**************************************** I hate it when people measure me with such little sum.
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so..then that is just too bad.
It's Me
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm stubborn and messy; absolutely lazy.
I mahjong till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm who i AM.
And a beautifully FAT one too.
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