Thursday, December 13, 2007
For the very first time i've got so pissed after about 6 months in this new place.
I was told that i HAD to attend a systems training. Next, my big big boss say during a supposedly daily communications, that we should all TRY to attend even though its scheduled at an unearthly hour...9PM to 10.30PM!!!
Then my boss called and asked if we are all attending. I said fine...thinking that the OTHER side would be really busy with their stuff...then it only be nice if i attend so that it shows that the team did do their part in supporting the efforts of whoever who organised this.
Next, i was treated to left-overs Macdonalds. Fine..the first second i walked into the room, i heard my big boss say that THIS training was meant for NON CA staff. Then i looked at him, gave him a "BUT I AM FROM CA" look. He looked at me and smiled.
Then i realised NON from the local team is attending the training...i thot "fine, they could be really busy, thats why." But halfway through the training, i had a need to use the ladies, the usual one which is situated outside in the lobby is in total darkness because the building management had shut them off. Desperate, i went into the local team office thinking that they are all there, the toilet lights must be still on.
I was in entire shock when i enter into their office. NOT A SINGLE SOUL WAS THERE WORKING OT!!!!!! NOT EVEN THAT WOMAN WHO CALLED AND ASKED US TO ATTEND THE TRAINING!!!
I got so pissed, that i went in told my colleagues abt it and was comtemplating to leave asap.
Time now is 10.30pm. My big boss asked the "What the fuck are you toking about" indian speaking, head shaking trainer if he is ending soon...he mentioned he needs another 10 to 15 mins more and its done. Guess what my big boss did? "OH..ok..i only booked the room till 10.30pm. Please wrap up fast." was what he said and he push the door and walked out right there and then. I guess there was no need for me to stay as well..so i followed him behind..not even giving the trainer any face.
Firstly, please explain why is there a need for me to attend the training when all the modules that is being gone through has NOTHING and its NEVER going to help me in my daily task?
Secondly, i DON'T even need the bloody system to handle enquires. For one direct point, i don't handle enquires, and i DO NOT need to understand the system to answer clients enquires. Another direct point is...i do my work..i know my stuff...I DO NOT EVEN NEED TO REFER TO THE SYSTEM TO ANSWER WHAT THE CLIENT IS ASKING!! I follow through each and every events, each and every single entry is passed through my hands. What would i not know what happen in between the events? PLS! I AM THE ONLY FULL TIME DOING FOREIGN EQUITIES!!! I even helped...i say helpED you answer an enquiry even though my documents are far away in CHAI CHEE!!
Thirdly, YOU say we are to attend the training. THEN WHERE WERE YOU??? YOU AIN"T EVEN WORKING UR ASS OFF IN THE BLOODY OFFICE!
Tell me how to willingly work for you, when u can't even convince me that you are a good boss.
Bloody hell. I am ain't going to sacrifice and weekends and after hrs to clear YOUR SHIT!!!
11:34 pm
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
我来到你的城市走过你来时的路想像着没我的日子你是怎样的孤独拿着你给的照片熟悉的那一条街只是没了你的画面我们回不到那天你会不会忽然的出现在街角的咖啡店我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧和你坐着聊聊天我多么想和你见一面看看你最近改变不再去说从前只是寒喧对你说一句只是说一句好久不见
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好久不见。 你还好吗？
Last year around the same time, you asked if i tried that dish you've prepared, I still remember the taste, i was touched you actually asked me about it.
Will always remember you owe me a meal.
12:17 am
Monday, December 10, 2007
say JUST F*** off!!!
Stop bothering me as if i have nothing to do!
11:44 pm
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Christmas and New Year is coming soon in less then a month's time.
School is also starting in about 6 weeks time.
I'm into my current job for 5 months.
Shifted to my new home in Sep this year, Shifted Office from Chai Chee level 7 to level 8 and then to The Comtech.
A rainbow occured in late June, the only thing i didn't realise was that no matter how beautiful rainbow could be, that i could be scarred because the light is too strong. And the UV rays that penetrates from the ozone layer has caused a teribble sun burnt which causes boils on my skin, face, and even my heart and am still recovering from it.
Shanghai in Nov, taught me alot, and have definitely engraved itself in my heart.
So much have happened in the year 2007, changes which i'll never expect, mistakes which i'll never expect myself to commit.
Even though so much have happen, even though there were mistakes that couldn't be reverted back, i'm still thankful that this has been a year, with ups and downs which have indeed brought me up to another level of adulthood.
Not really looking forward to another new year, because that will mean that i am getting older by another year. But the irony is that i am, in a certain way i am as well, looking at which are the next steps that i will be taking, how will be taking a part time degree be like while i am working my ass off to support myself and stuff.
Kinda looking forward to that.
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Morale is damn low at the moment for me. I hate what i am doing everyday and i feel like i could just hit my bed and sleep for the next 100 years. Its been work non-stop ever since i came back from the Shanghai trip.
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Hitting another low, hoping that it will come up again by xmas time.
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So whose bringing me out for coffee?
12:58 pm
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
不想想起的事，一拨接一波的浮现。 我好不开心哦！
Uberly tired. I am just not driven to do what i am told and suppose to do.
Hoping for an overseas trip.
11:49 pm
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Still haven't got over the trip in Shanghai.
Made some mates over MSN. Chatted awhile. The constant Shanghai news on TV and Newspaper made things worse. HAHHA!
Can't wait for my camera to be back with me, so that i can savour over the pictures i took over the 3 days trip.
Half a day more to work..hectic work.
I'm still thinking of that pair of white boots...
4:28 pm
I'm back!
Finally after 3 days of Shanghai trip. Went back to work, fell sick and here i am blogging again.
Pictures are not ready as my camera is still having his holiday in SHA, and will only be back by tuesday. And the poor owner me is back here breathing air Singapore, reminiscing air Shanghai.
Be right back with the photos soon.
Love the scenery of SHA, love the kids and the whole team that is involved!
1:17 am
