Thursday, October 26, 2006
This is a lazy noon. I am on MC today.
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I met this old lady on the way back, i recognise her immediately. She was alone just back from the market i presume. It wasn't the first time i saw her alone, but each time i see her, i could see that she is walking slower, with much more strands of white hair.
She was the old lady i use to envy when i was young. I remember when i was still schooling in secondary school, every morning when i go to school, i will see her and her husband walking hand in hand on their way to the market. They seldom talk, of cos occasionally exchanging some words, but their hands never left each other, as if they are afraid that either one will get lost.
And everytime after school, when i am on my way home, i will see the both of them again, walking hand in hand in their cute looking sport shoes crossing over to the reservoir for the evening exercise.
I always thought to myself, how splendid it will be to be their children, or even their granchildren. A loving couple will always set good examples for their offsprings to follow. Their family, must be a family filled with lots of love.
And i always tell myself, even if i am married with kids in future, i want to still hold my husband's hand, going to the market together, or even going for an evening walk together would be the kind of bliss i am looking for.
Don't get me wrong, i am still looking forward to that kind of bliss, its just a matter of time and who the person will be.
Anyway, that's not the point which i wanted to talk about.
I wanted to say, i couldn't take my eyes off this old lady when i met her today. A gush of emotions just rush through me and i felt like crying.
We made eye contact, i just couldn't stop myelf from looking, i could feel her loneliness and the kind of difficulty she had to go through. (She already had a little walking difficulty when her husband was still around) The kind of pain she had to endure because her husband is no longer around to walk with her hand in hand, the pain she had to go through when she lost her love.
Nothing important actually, i just had to type it out.
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I wanted to see a good ending for the both of you. But i don't what best. Of cos, i will be happier if things will be back like the past.
But whatever it is, i just wanted for both of you to be happy, if this is the best way, then so be it.
Still friends right? I will still be here, my number will never change.
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So his gone back? I understand the kind of thoughts that you have in your mind right now.
I couldn't decipher his actions as well. Maybe his just different from the typical local guy.
This short separation may be a good thing.
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I am going back to normal working hours by next week. And i am so not looking forward to that. But its time as well, for me to get my normal life back.
I must say this, but i have recently fell in love with another singer. 侧田。All thanks to Showen who introduce me to that one song, which led me to another and to another and to another. I went down to the music stores yesterday and bought all his albums that could possibly be available in the store.
His good!
6:23 pm
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I am off from work this whole week. YES! its whole week. Anyone free to date me? But i will be down with work for the next coming two weeks with only one day of rest.
So this week is gonna be tuition, tuition, tuition, play, play, play, sleep, sleep, cycle, cycle! YEAH!!
My BKK trip has been confirm first weekend of November. Booked and all ready to fly and shop till i drop.
Sang for 7hrs straight today. SHIOK BIG TIME!! anyone free for more singing this week??
Cheers
10:44 pm
Sunday, October 15, 2006
在一个纳闷的星期六下午， 我一如往常的把我所得做的做完以后，就到网上听音乐，听着听着就让我听到了这首歌曲。 好好听的一首歌。 旋律清晰，简单得把一个故事唱了出来。一个简单但又让人感伤的故事。
就像“向左走，向右走” 里的男女主角一样， 好像永远都有缘无份， 无论是怎么拼命地去寻找， 女主角都无法找到男主角，握着他的手，望着他的眼睛，知道他的心里在想什么。 只能孤单的望着窗外那数也数不完的星星， 手中握着那不知道什么时候才会响的电话，希望着能再和男主角碰面。
当然，两条平行线总会有交会的那一天, “向左走，向右走”故事里的男女主角都有好结局为他们收场。
那这首歌里的他和她的结局又会怎样？
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Title: 他和她
Singer: 蔡淳佳
他习惯把自己丢在热闹的场所
他以为这样可以掩饰掉落寞
她喜欢往这个城市最安静角落走
担心脆弱被人识破
他和她住同一栋楼
遗憾的是爱擦肩而过
他们孤独时候
都望着同一颗星球
他和她都在城市飘流
遗憾的是心无缘邂逅
他们彼此适合却无奈的错过
在人群中掩没
他渴望能有人分享夜晚和失落
她最怕独自面对黄昏和脆弱
其实他们彼此距离才两三个窗口
不同的心一样寂寞
他和她住同一栋楼
遗憾的是爱擦肩而过
他们孤独时候
都望着同一颗星球
他和她都在城市飘流
遗憾的是心无缘邂逅
他们彼此适合却无奈的错过
在人群中掩没
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距离虽近，火花虽在， 两个美丽人生能够化为一个故事吗？
你们真的适合吗？
10:37 pm
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Went to the doctors today again, doctor say nothing much. I am very much
a healthy baby!! Though i am tested to have high Anti Nuclear Antibodies, she says that having it by itself its fine, not a threat on its own. But when other illness evolve inside my body, then it will be a real threat! Nothing much, but i will have to do yearly body checkups.
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Can't wait for my AL to come. I wanna get out of this place.
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Went shopping with my dear Regina, bought a few items. Most expensive being the rejected Juicy Couture bag. But i like it. With this, which is at a much cheaper price, i will stop lusting after the real vintage Juicy bag from The Icon which cost a real bomb.
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Tuition is on everyday from now till Ben's exams is over. I will be dead tired.
12:27 am
Monday, October 09, 2006
Look at how adorable he is!!! Baby Matthew!! "Mama""Papa" so cute!!!
Went to watch "Rob-B-Hood" just now, good show, laugh till my head almost felt onto the ground. Everyone should catch it!!
Is just a pleasure watching cute and adorable babies in action. Its even much more a pleasure to watch 2 big men trying to pacify a baby. I really wonder how they made baby Matthew do all those facial expressions and stuff. I reckon baby Matthew must be one of those babies that ain't afriad of strangers.
Will my baby in future is as adorable?
SO CUTE!!!!! *SCREAMS*
1:25 am
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Just reached home from a nights out with the poly gang. Men's talk, or rather, Army talks as usual, but its pretty nice to hang out with people you can really be comfortable with, crap with, joke around with etc.
Went for a dinner at this seafood cafe in Marina Square. Not too bad, but not very fantastic either. But the price is affortable, as in, considered quite cheap.
Coffee as usual, our normal routine. But there wasn't any Coffeebean nearby. Starbucks was in as substitute.
Caught "You, Me and Dupree" not a bad show. Is a good show for a good laugh, but do not expect too much from it. Plot is so so, just tell yourself that you must go in and have a good laugh.
I haven't watch "Rob-B-Hood" yet!! I wanna see the cute baby in the show!!! Whose gonna watch with me??
Its going to be a long day tomorrow. Gonna go shopping with Mr Big for his office wear. His gonna start work on monday. So fast!!
I need some retail therapy as well.
Xinyu!! Faster come back la!! Miss you already!!
3:20 am
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I have always been very curious about who is reading this nonsensical blog of mine.
Therefore, i actually went to install a webcounter which enables me to tell where are my readers coming from. Its really fun, cos i like to guess who are those beloved that have been catching up on my not so wonderful life.
I know coming from:
1) Aussie --> it has to be my dear Cheerene, who usually looks at xr's blog's first then to mine.
2) United Kingdom --> this had to be darling Ange. *muacks*
3) Singapore --> too many to list.
4) Canada --> i guess this must be Edmond.
Of cos, please correct me if i am wrong. Hehe
But i am very interested to find out who are those who reads my blog fervently (ok, maybe not, but quite regularly..) who are from:
1)
Hong Kong2)
US, Virginia.
Care to email me to let me know? email
faithyh@gmail.com i will be very interested to find out who you are, and even if i have never met you before, i wish to befriend you and thank you personally for coming up here to share my thots.
Please, let me know who you are...
Will be dreaming about you tonight... *smiles*
11:18 pm
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Fainted....Drawing 5 long tubes of
blood today was no joke. Especially when i tell myself that i have to be gung-ho and brave myself through the process no matter how much fear it.
First draw on my lefty, failed.
Mee-si say my body temperature too cold (as usual) there is no suction even though she hit right into my veins. Damn, i could feel the needle going in can!! And she have to tell me that no blood flows out. Sianz!!!
Then she ask me to lift up my righty. Tied my arms tight tight, ask me to excercise my hand. Then poke the needle in again. Damn its irritating, and i hate it. Ok, i scare can??
After 5 long tubes of blood, i walked under the bright sun to the mrt station. Mass sent a “中秋” sms, suddenly craving for one 月饼, and suddenly my legs feels wobbly. Saw a little bit of white stuff in the sky, sat down at the MRT station, lucky good neighbour was sms-ing me to keep me awake.
Reason to why fainting spells are here?? -->
Miss Faithy here forgot to eat and drink anything when she come out. ------------------------------
Finally managed to get my dress changed. No way will i do online shopping anymore. I really need to feel and see it physically before i pay. The whole exchanging process has been too taxing.
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Went to eat at "
New York New York" today. The restaurant located in City Link, right next to HMV. Is damn expensive. Nothing fantastic. Not worth. I had no idea why but i order this Baileys Chocolate drink. Its like $10.40 for a small cup!! Very thick choco, but i thot the money would be better spend by buying
Godiva's choco drink at $8 bucks instead which is also next to it as well.
But one thing i really can recommend, is for the
Fish and Chips lovers out there.
New York New York serve a really large serving of the battered fish. When i say big, its like, THICK and LONG fish meat. All this for only $9.90. good pricing for such servings. Taste wise, i had better ones, but
New York New York is a sure win for the Serving.
Fish and Chips only i mean.
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Alrighty, i need to sleep. October is a
bad month.
Ciaos.
10:44 pm
Monday, October 02, 2006
Phew! How time flies? We've finally arrive on our big "O"!! Nono, not organsm, it OCTOBER!! we are officially 3 more months to 2007!!
*shakes head* why do time have to fly so fast?
In any case, October is gonna be real bad for me. With my dearest bestest friend going off to India, Hyderabad for a month, whose gonna accompany me when i am off shift? Whose gonna hit the ktv rooms with me? Whose going to eat Sakae Sushi with me? Whose gonna hear me crap? Whose gonna take all my nonsense?
She cried suddenly when we were singing yesterday. Scare the whole hell out of me. But i knew something was not too right when i met her in the noon, but i didn't expect her to burst out suddenly. I knew why, but i couldn't help much either. At least i was there. Maybe this short month apart will do the trick.
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Sometimes i wish i was just a simple girl, with no mind of her own. Just live through life, go to sleep with no matters of heart tugging very strongly at the heart. Not knowing whats going on the mind of her man and just believe naively that the world resolves just around the both of them. No temptations, no competitions, don't have to think exactly just how to climb that corporate ladder.
Even though you tell yourself so many times that you won't even be bothered by what the man is thinking, you will still get hurt when you turn your back and be alone all by yourself. Women are just weaklings in this area, no matter in what kind of situations, we still hope we get something good out of it.
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Don't have to know exactly whats going on his mind, current status is pretty good. Even though you have been the one asking him out, at least you have tried your best in pursuing the one thing that could make your heart skip for that particular moment.
不在乎有没有以后
爱妳是活着的理由
紧紧的抱住跟妳有关的一切
包括想着妳的心痛
我们还有没有以后
牵着手幸福的以后
在妳的心中千万记得还有我
永远守着我的承诺在等候
10:40 pm
Caught "You, Me and Dupree" not a bad show. Is a good show for a good laugh, but do not expect too much from it. Plot is so so, just tell yourself that you must go in and have a good laugh.