Friday, December 29, 2006
I am fuming mad. Very very very mad.
But its fine. Since i am not important anyway.
I really think, i should live my life independently.
11:43 pm
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
As said yesterday. I went and caught the show "The Holiday". Yes, alone.
Its a good show. Christmas is always the season about love. And yes, Jude Law is damn cute!
2 different women, one independent, modern, no nonsense kind of lady, and the other, your typical passive woman, what we usually call the "傻女人". Both nursing a heartbreak, decided to go for the holiday exhange and each found love in a foreign land.
Throughout the movie, i asked myself several times, which kind of woman am i? Hmm.....
Anyway, its great spending time alone. I get to be in my own world. Think through thots, think about life..
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Am listening to Elva Xiao's new album. Not too bad, and i love the song "不远".
Sad song, i have to confess i had this kind of mentality towards love donkeys years back.
I think i still am, it just depend on the kind of man i meet.
Simple and straightforward lyrics. 一个小女人的心声， 什么都不要求，只要爱的人幸福就非常满足了。
突然那几秒
好像天使飞过
看着你微笑
那段时间都静止
远远的注视
仿佛爱情就该如此
为所爱的人
在我心里留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福
对你的期待
每段都有记载
每一个眼神
我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞
不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了
当初迁就在这里等待
9:53 pm
Merry Xmas to all again!
Just came back from the movie "Death Note 2". The much anticipated film after a hype up phenomenon it spreads through the country with its first installment.
Like the first installment, this fim is unlike any other films with sequel. Death Note 2 proves to be a must watch before the year 2006 comes to an end. I shan't go into too much details of the show, just in case there are alot out there who haven't watched the show yet.
I heard the movie version is different from the manga itself. The ending was quite surprising. And yeah, you've got to watch part 1 before you can understand fully what the hell is happening in the plot!
Anyway, i was back at work this morning, after barely 2 hours of sleep. I actually felt asleep halfway in the mid noon, woke up, had the TCC Mango logcake, and some of us actually sat down on the floor and started playing Risk!
Risk is a good game, keeps your mind moving. I am beginning to fall in love with it. Speaking about which, i need to go get containers for my soldiers sitting in the poorly conditioned plastic bag, and to get the cards lamenated as well.
Its off for me tomorrow. Which also explains why i am still blogging at this time.
Planned my day, and i think i will be going to watch "The Holiday" alone tomorrow before i go down to funan to collect the Home Theatre Set.
It seems like a trend, for me i mean to watch romantic movies alone on during the xmas season. I remembered i watched "Christmas is all around" and "Love, Actually" alone.
Whose free to accompany me tomorrow? Keke
1:35 am
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Just came back from another K session. 2 K-ing sessions back to back, i am literally broke.
I am sorry everyone, i didn't buy any presents for anyone this year. All the meet ups for dinner and stuff are sucking me dry. My pocket has a BIG BIG hole now!!
My time....is my present for all of you. Its my life. The most precious gift ya? keke.
Had a great time hanging around the DHL gang these days. They make me feel very comfy, and i just love hanging around them. I didn't receive many many presents, but i think, in my own opinion, this bunch of friends i gain in workplace is the bestest gift God can ever give me this year. LOVE THEM TO BITS!!
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I was happy yesterday. One clarification and one sms made the day up for me. And of cos, not forgetting the crazy K-ing session i had with Jing and Pok. This 2 gers, i will hold them dearly to my heart. Life would be very different without them. Trust me!
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My salad didn't win, but i thought i did well. I mean by just imagining what i would like salad to look like, virtual shop on the phone with Julia ger, last min go shop again in NTUC and Bamp! Mix everything in office by 11.30am! Wah!! First time i try whipping up a dish on my own without even trying.
My salad was gone by the end of the day. Not a bad response. Haha...genius right me?
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I am still waiting for the full mean you said you will whipped up for me. When when when?
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Get well soon!! =p
And last but not least, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!! *muacks*
3:09 am
Monday, December 18, 2006
我憨啊我憨 憨过头, 心酸的目屎一直流.
却拼不到一个永远, 我在等你喊停. 感觉不到从前温柔的双眼, 感觉的到你已不再眷恋. 我不知道也许我会得到, 一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头.
醒不起喜欢我, 快能够和我这异性拍拖. 我要爱情不需要登对, 不需得你允许, 忘掉辈份再追.现在我只想回到最初的时候，我知道你还爱着我， 亲爱的你请你握紧我的手爱我却不能给你我全部. 我能给的, 却又不是你想要拥有的.谢谢你让我听见，因为我在等待永远。
生命要是有如过，就不会有这么多的遗憾。
I feel like kissing you....
11:15 pm
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
我是笨蛋. 因为可怜的自尊心在疯狂的想念中堕落 因为依然爱着, 所以依然涙流. 但是我依然像个笨蛋！
10:33 pm
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Went out with Pretty Jing Jing today. Had a nice chat over dinner. I'm happy. I'm always happy when there is someone whose willing to chit chat with me.
My makeup is running really bad. Bad skin days are here again. Sigh.
I am tired. Hitting the sack soon. See you guys soon.
Prolly blog from office tomorrow or something.
Ciaos!
10:28 pm
Monday, December 11, 2006
Seems like it been a while since i last updated.
Nothing much basically. Or i should say nothing much that i can share here.
Changed to a new song for everyone to listen. Van Fan's Piano. Its an old song, but i am falling in love with the song all over again. Nice.
Been so caught up with the non chinese pop songs. Namely only Cantonese and Korean. Selected songs only..playing for hundredth and thousandths of times into my ear every single day.
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Sometimes i asked myself, what would happiness really meant to be? Happiness as in being happy? or doing things that could will bring a smile on others face? Alot of times, i find myself caught in situtations where my heart tells me one thing, but i know if i were to proceed, no matter how happy i will be, i will bring sadness and sometimes maybe anger to the poeple around me. And if i choose to bring that smile on others face, i find myself hating the kind of things i am doing, the kind of life that i am living.
So which is which? I asked myself as well, the kind of happiness that i am looking for. Its still a question mark.
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The end of year is approaching soon. 2006 can be rather a bittersweet year for me.
Made tons of new friends as it was the year i step out to make my contribution to the society. Some became my pillar of strength at work, and these people are the ones i hold very dearly to my heart.
Some brought bitter sweet memories.
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Hopefully 2007 will be a good year. But those fengshui masters and horoscope masters are saying that 2007 is a bad year for people born in the year of pig.
3 more weeks, and i will start things all over again.
Maybe losing memory will be a good way out for me.
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白键是那一年海的沙滩
浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间
海岸线
你的泪
我的眼
模糊天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴
尘封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起
钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些凌乱片段
如果爱还能再重来
我期待澎湃永远在
每次琴盖打开
便有歌来自大海
如果爱我已不存在
我希望有一段精采
让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我爱到昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再弹一遍
手指却只听见
你的抱歉
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我不期望做你的主题曲， 但我也连是你的插曲也称不上。
那我可能就只是你生命里的一首配乐而已，那短短的20秒。
足够吗？
2:59 pm
As said yesterday. I went and caught the show "The Holiday". Yes, alone.
Just came back from the movie "Death Note 2". The much anticipated film after a hype up phenomenon it spreads through the country with its first installment.