Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Haven been updating in a while. Was lazy and busy with the many things that is going on around in my life. Trying to chill as much as i can to destress. Feeling so stress up and exams is next week!! My goodness. I lost the momentum to study totally. But i have ot buck up now. If not i will start gettong rants from all sorts of directions.
A little update of some interesting things that i have done recently. I had my first ever sales experience last friday on the 26th of august. My friend booked a space with the singapore social services at toa payoh lor 1 to do some flea market sales. But last minute had to back out as she had something to do on the day itself. So at the every last minute i took up the challenge to mend the store and sell as much things as i could. For once, i finally knew other then just singing, what else will i be good at. That is to sell. I dunnoe what came over me, i just tok and entertain every person that came by the store which was situated at a isolated corner. The beginning of the sales was already amazing and had set me on a record high. A foreign woman, most slightly a korean, together with her maid, came back my stall, check out the super low prices, and started to search through the heaps of clothings and bags. My first sales, $80. Isn't that amazing?? I was so happy, i just tok, entertain, and sell all at the same time.
Soon, i realise there are youngsters who came, brought their mums, aunties etc etc. At a point of time, the store was so crowded that i actually forgot who i was actually serving. There was an uncle whom i sold 2 bags at super low price, came back, stood down there and tok to me abt his girlfriend. Apparently he is quite a hip uncle la. Hahaha dada always says that i am in a wrong course and i should be doing business rather then engine. HAhahaha
Anyway, i wanted to thank daniel who came down to help me, van and irene who later came down to accompany me and sell their things at the same time. I had alot of fun. Oh and i found a business partner. Daniel! Hey remember hor. Bleah!
I am tired. Need to study. Pls pray for me peeps. I don't want to stay in TP anymore!!!!
God please bless me with good results!
12:32 am
Haven been updating in a while. Was lazy and busy with the many things that is going on around in my life. Trying to chill as much as i can to destress. Feeling so stress up and exams is next week!! My goodness. I lost the momentum to study totally. But i have ot buck up now. If not i will start gettong rants from all sorts of directions.
A little update of some interesting things that i have done recently. I had my first ever sales experience last friday on the 26th of august. My friend booked a space with the singapore social services at toa payoh lor 1 to do some flea market sales. But last minute had to back out as she had something to do on the day itself. So at the every last minute i took up the challenge to mend the store and sell as much things as i could. For once, i finally knew other then just singing, what else will i be good at. That is to sell. I dunnoe what came over me, i just tok and entertain every person that came by the store which was situated at a isolated corner. The beginning of the sales was already amazing and had set me on a record high. A foreign woman, most slightly a korean, together with her maid, came back my stall, check out the super low prices, and started to search through the heaps of clothings and bags. My first sales, $80. Isn't that amazing?? I was so happy, i just tok, entertain, and sell all at the same time.
Soon, i realise there are youngsters who came, brought their mums, aunties etc etc. At a point of time, the store was so crowded that i actually forgot who i was actually serving. There was an uncle whom i sold 2 bags at super low price, came back, stood down there and tok to me abt his girlfriend. Apparently he is quite a hip uncle la. Hahaha dada always says that i am in a wrong course and i should be doing business rather then engine. HAhahaha
Anyway, i wanted to thank daniel who came down to help me, van and irene who later came down to accompany me and sell their things at the same time. I had alot of fun. Oh and i found a business partner. Daniel! Hey remember hor. Bleah!
I am tired. Need to study. Pls pray for me peeps. I don't want to stay in TP anymore!!!!
God please bless me with good results!
12:32 am
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Don't feel like doing anything anymore. I am so tired! 8 hrs of sleep is still not enough.
For a while i thought, it really doesn't pay to be hardworking. Probably all my efforts and time are wasted. I am so tired.
I miss baby.
11:18 am
I am so tired to the Max!! Lethargic to be exact. Feel like giving up....but i can't, i still have to keep on keeping on.
I miss dada. Need him badly.
wanna thank ms joseph. She has been a great help.
12:26 am
Thursday, August 11, 2005
I am so damn stress!!! Arrgghh!! An overwhelming stress just clouded over me and i am totally being eaten up by it! SHIT!! And i have a damn long day today and i still have lots to complete!
And i damn ******* don't like the person who teaches me Operating Systems! When i say i don't like means i don't like! OK i Literally hate her!!! You can call me childish. But she is the ever first teacher that spark off the monster in me! And yeah you say i don't show you respect, but i think you ******* don't deserve any of my respect. YES i make myself clear, I respect all my teachers and lecturers BUT NOT YOU!!! YES YOU!!!!!
i am done with complaining. i got maths to rush bye
12:59 pm
Thursday, August 04, 2005
The difference between a guy friend and boyfriend....That is........my guy friends knows me..but my boyfriend knows me exceptionally well!!
I was so amazed at the telepatic that i shared with bigbig today!! We were smsing each other during the day, and in between that sms conversation that we were having, i happen to tell him that i am a little not of myself today...nothing exceptionally fantastic here happen till much later when i was walking around century square, i met this friend of mine. You know, i always have this thing about meeting my outside friends whether they are from church or other places when i am looking like my worst. I was wearing like i am going to some funeral, my hair was messy, my face was pale like a ghost, and most importantly, my skin and my expression screams out "i am DAMN LETHARGIC!". Gosh!!
So i settled myself at coffeebean, wondering why i am so damn tired where i didn't even do a single thing other then just the earlier tuition that i had. I even went down to count the numbers of hours i spent sleeping, thinking about all the activities that i have done, and i just couldn't understand why the lethargic feeling was all over me.
I asked my group of 4 guy friends who came to look for me later. All of them gave me the same answer, "you must have slept too much!" But deep down i wasn't very satisfied with their answer, becos i know i didn't sleep alot. I only slept about 6-10 hrs each day, thats not alot what. So i decided to sms bigbig and ask if he can give me a satisfactory answer. Lo and behold! Not only did he give me an answer that i am totally pleased with, he made my day totally on the spot. My eyes just lifted up! just like tht. We just clicked on the instance. My friends was like asking me "wah! wat happen why u suddenly so energetic?". Bigbig send me a sms asking me, if i wasn't feeling motivated, and issit becos that there is something that i didn't really like and is rather important going to happen.
Oh yeah! and i didn't tell him that my judging was coming on the 10 aug at 2pm. I am so damn stress out by it! Bigbig made me realise what i was being tight down and ran over with. Is just that i didn't realise that the pressure was building up on me so much that i am feeling very lethargic and dragged by the whole thing.
That's what boyfriends are for! To be your pillar of strength and give you that unspeakable and indescribable dose of energy that you have been searching high and low for. That instant spark! Alright, this thought may vary from people to people. Its true for me, but might not be for you.
One thing i know for myself. I really love bigbig and i really thank god for giving such a uniquely beautiful man into my life!!
(p.s: I am really scare!!! Siao liao!! )
12:12 am
