Friday, November 23, 2007
发出去的两个祝福， 没有回应。
你的心，竟然可以这么冷。
我也不例外。
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I am starting to hate you.
This family has become part dysfuntional is all because of you!
11:37 am
Sunday, November 18, 2007
這首為你點播的歌
如果我先哭了 怎麼唱到最後
是的 感情不是K歌
音階一字不漏 不見得感動
我也懂 拿Mic的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得
我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到底哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌 唱完的是我
這首為你點播的歌
如果我先哭了 怎麼唱到最後
是的 感情不是K歌
音階一字不漏 不見得感動
我也懂 拿Mic的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得
我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到底哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌 唱完的是我
我努力唱完這歌 我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的 下一首 已經不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼 我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得這首歌 給我最愛的
1:59 pm
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
The first time i read this letter, was through an email forwarded to me by a friend, it was the english version, and i was touched upon reading it. The second time i came in touch with this letter again was on the tv show "Just Shoot" on Channel U, and this time, it was read out in Chinese. I cried when i heard it.
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當我老了 , 不再是原來的我.請理解我 , 對我有一點耐心.當我把菜湯洒到的衣服上時 , 當我忘記怎樣系鞋帶時,請想一想當初我是如何牽著你的手教你.當我一遍又一遍的重复你早已聽膩的話語,請耐心的聽我說, 不要打斷我.你從小的時候, 我不得不重复那個我講過千百遍的故事, 直到你進入夢鄉.當我需要你幫我洗澡時, 請不要責备我.還記得小時候我千方百計哄你洗澡的情形嗎?當我對新科技和新事物不知所措時, 請不要嘲笑我. 想一想當初我怎樣耐心地去回答你每一個”為什麼”.當我由于双脚疲勞而無法行走時,請伸出你年輕有力的手攙扶我.就像你小時候學習走路時, 我扶你那樣.當我忽然忘記我們談話的主題,請給我一些時間去回想.其實對我來說,談論什麼并不重要, 只要你能在一旁聽我說, 我就很滿足了.當你看著老去的我, 請不要悲傷.理解我, 支持我, 就像你剛開始學習如何生活時我對你那樣.當初我引導你走上人生的路, 如今請陪我走完最後的路, 給我你的愛和耐心, 我會報以感激的微笑.這微笑中凝結著我對你無限的愛.
11:50 pm
Sunday, November 11, 2007
今天又做傻事。原本已经很累了，但又不知为何，拿了钥匙，到了楼下，数到十。。。棵星。
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好累啊！我要去睡觉了！
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明天要到移民与关卡局索取我的passport。 上海！我来了！
10:46 pm
记忆是一非常奇怪的事，有时候越想忘记的事，脑子里的画面就越是清晰。想记得的事情，越是想记得的就越想一张空白纸，一个字，一点画面也没有。
1:07 pm
Saturday, November 10, 2007
最近，在空余的时间，我都在沉迷于音乐。音乐真的可以让我舒缓背负已久的压力以及情绪。
分享一下:
李玖哲，想太多
- sure buy, confirm good buy. Basically the whole album is good!
推荐：
1）你好吗
2）爱不需要理由
3）做你的天
4）后退
5）想太多
6）快点来爱我
范玮琦，哲学家
推荐：
1）哲学家
2）是非题
3）不能跟情人说的话
杨千桦，Meridian
推荐：
1）化
2）最后今天
3）不忍不忍还需忍
梁静茹， 崇拜
推荐：
1）崇拜 （very touching!)
2）生命中不可承受的轻
3）会呼吸的痛
4）给未来的自己
F.I.R，爱，歌姬
推荐：
1）需要你的爱
2）爱过
3）Forever Green
周杰伦，我很忙 (edited)
推荐：
1）彩虹
2) 最长的电影 （I actually love this song. Lyrics ..oh man....)
I still suggest, DON'T BUY! Dunno what happen to him. I rather he continue doing what he has been doing with his past album. This change ani't good. Buy only if u are his supporter.
蔡健雅，Goodbye+Hello
推荐：
１）当你离开的时候
２）如果你爱我
3）空白格
容祖儿，Glow
推荐：
１）密友
２）陪我长大
蔡依林，特务Ｊ
推荐：
１）非卖品
２）日不落
３）爱无赦
４）一个人
陈奕迅，Listen to Eason
推荐：
１）Crying in the Party
Bad Choice for wanting to move to the dance genre. Not good
泳儿，Close to You
推荐：
１）无心恋唱
２）送我一个家
Didn't know that her voice can serenade me. Good!
Energy, 天生反骨
推荐：
１）一秒爱上你
２）星空
３）答应我
４）天生反骨
５）不管 (uber nice!)
Ok la, i shall stop here, feeling sleepy.
Taking a nap.
2:03 pm
Friday, November 09, 2007
Yeah! On leave tomorrow!
Moi is true blue 李安 supporter! Watched "Lust, Caution" twice! Once NC16 and once R21. Honestly speaking, its the balls that added spice to the movie. Its a must watch on the R21 version.
Lions for Lambs. Not bad la..can watch. Abit boring in my opinion. But quite an interesting show for one being a US propaganda show, it features how different individuals view about the way US is countering on Terrorism. For me, i will think, just dropped a nuclear and irradicate them all. One good one, no more problems just like how World War II ended. But, that is also a reason why i can never get to politics or run for presidency. After hearing what Mr Ma had to say about the show, i came to realise, yeah, man can better run the country then woman. I mean, yes, i am for feminism, but, honestly, be honest to ourselves, there are just some things that man can do better then woman. Just like how they are the better drivers on the road, and even, in the games of love, they can play in the field like nobody's business, spread their seeds and dun even need to share the burden of what comes after that. Sex and the City, may teach woman to have fun like a man, but after watching the whole series, at the final season, each character realise that they need a real man to settle down. No matter how strong they were, they were still haunted by the past, which explains the many failed relationships that follows.
I dun even noe what i am blabbering about. Anyway, not a bad show la..but watch only if you really like Tom Cruise, or have no other show to watch.
StarDust. Very nice!! Must watch!! after watching the show, i hope and wish that i can be a star too, and glow like Yvaine!! So nice!!
DBS Can-Do ish bringing me to Shanghai from 27NOV-29NOV. Going to do community service. I AM SO EXCITED!!! Looking forward to it.
Desperately need sleep. Going to check out some places with Mr Ma later on for this pre-wedding shoot he needs to take for this couple getting married in Jan. Excited!
Toking about that, we've been walking around places these days, and found some really nice places to hang out and chill.
I'll try to post some photos. Going to sleep. Mr ma is snoring like a pig! OUCH!!
2:20 am
Monday, November 05, 2007
又下雨了，外面就只有雨声，和键盘上的打字声。
没什么特别，就只是个宁静的夜晚。明天应该不会上班，因为还有一些事得处理。
心里很矛盾，就不知道自己真正要的是什么。虽然我也不再像从前那么的没计划，除了上班省下的时间都无所事事。因该做什么，不因该做什么都以规测好，但有好像计划太多了，不知道应该选哪一个，放弃哪一个。最终的问题因该就是因为自己不知道自己喜欢的是什么。不管了，如果我没试，我根本不会知道。如果突发状况没发生，那就注定我得回到学校上课。
忙忙忙，总比闷闷闷，来得好多了。
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有些事，不管是和自己说了上千次要放下，始终还是没能完完全全的放开。今天又想起你。从相识，到之后所发生的点点滴滴。第一部电影“黑白道”，第一次饭约在“Ambrosia” 。第一次唱k，在suntec 的kbox。第一次到酒吧，喝到不行便在海边旁休息。第一次逛街在vivocity，第一次clubbing，在zouk。。在这中间，你也陪了我走了好多路，也就因为我不喜欢塔车，能走的话都用走的。
一年多了，这一年里，也就因为你，我成长了许多，在你身上所学到，得到的。你从来也没多说，就属你的一举一动，有时傻傻的，有时又好像身藏不漏，难以捉摸。你给我的懊恼多过于甜蜜，但也非常快乐。
那晚以后，我们也没有再多联络，但我非常高兴，你有回我的msn。
现在的你在事业上展翅高飞， 事业爱情两得意，我也替你开心。虽想知道你偶尔会不会想起我，但这一切也都不再重要。因为现在的我不容许有如果，只要保持现状，事业需要在有一番冲刺，那也就很好了。
快乐就好。
1:52 am
Friday, November 02, 2007
Letter is here.
New lifestyle in January 2008.
Hope i didn't head into something i can't cope.
12:06 am
