Still trying my best to adapt the the kind of job nature that i wasn't exposed to all these while. The only thing which is familiar is the tired feet, dragging myself back home after knock off time. That physical lethargic that comes together with a routine job.
**************************************** Met the designer on tuesday, he knows the concept that i want for my room already, the living room which he did for us looks pretty good too. Hopefully everything turns out well.
**************************************** I forgot that there is this thing that i NEED to share.
Was in JB on sunday, went in at around 3 plus. BT and i was roaming around City Sq, but there was nothing much to do, so we decided to hit to the KTV call Neway ( i forgot what is the exact name). Oh man! i love it! its so much better then SG!! I mean it!
For one thing, the room is definitely much much cleaner then what we have in SG. Next up, their songs are very very updated, real MTVs, no fade outs or real MTVs forced to be made into minus 1. Next, they have tissues inside the KTV room, they even provide you with a disposable mic cover just in case you are a clean freak, the mic is damn clean no smell, best of all is, ITS WIRELESS!!!
They serve buffet dinner as well, though not very fantastic ( i am not train to eat and sing at the same time) but definitely much much better then what the local scene here can offer. And of cos, its in ringgit, so its damn affordable!
Forseeing myself heading there more often i think.
The KTV culture they over there is brought is very much influence by HK. So if you can expect is about the same or nontheless equally good!
**************************************** Trying very hard to learn the 2 cantonese songs, that i was requested to sing. Having some troubles pronouncing some cantonese words.
**************************************** Remember the movie "200 pounds Beauty"? Well, was looking up at a friend's blog, and he had the lyrics of the Korean song translated into english. Love the chorus, here it goes:
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk though my tears blur my vision I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever
****************************************
You are still on my mind.
8:23 pm
Saturday, July 14, 2007
U haven't been online..everything is still fine with you?
2:36 pm
Enjoying my first weekend with my new work place. Is a nice feeling knowing that i have a more normal though reginmental working life, rest on sat and sun. Though i will not have that kind of long rest during the week anymore, no more RPH and OIL to claim, need to spend more time planning and use my entitled leave properly. But its still nice i guess, there is one to spend and play with me during a normal weekday anyway.
Still adjusting to a new culture. Everyone in office is, cos everyone is practically new. The whole team is new.
Miss the team that i belong to in DHL. Crappy people whom i can talk nonsense with, miss the everyday "illegal" gathering at my place.
Had a great time bbq-ing yesterday at boss's place. Damn she is very rich!! Her house is so big!! and she has 8 dogs!! Other then the "wow" part, is fun going back to the people i miss alot. I can just be the way i am "bully" them and they can choose to ignore me totally and the whole gathering can still be very very fun!! Great food great people!
Went up to uncle fui's house after that, haiyo his another rich man! His house is very nice!!! Newly renovated and all..so cool!! Got some ideas on how my room must look like already!! thanks for the suggestion!! Eh don't forget our bet ar...i text you in black and white liao...u no horse run already hor!! Wahahahahaha anticipating for the arrival of next saturday already! keke
I'm still trying to pick up those mising pieces. Apologise if i am acting weird in a way or 2.
Ending off with a great song! Enjoy!
楊宗緯(領悟)
2:10 pm
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Work starts tomorrow. Father i pray everything will go on smoothly. Let all things work out fine please, amen!
Something is not right with me today.
I walked around umpteen times. Walk the usual roads for 2 times. Once in the evening and another at night. Look up count to 10 and i walk back again. I don't know what i was doing. But its a pretty good excercise, was perspiring alot.
I felt like crying on the cab actually, and i cried when i was walking around parkway.
12:13 am
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I wrote this sometime back..
"我是笨蛋. 因为可怜的自尊心在疯狂的想念中堕落
因为依然爱着, 所以依然涙流. 但是我依然像个笨蛋！"
"我不期望做你的主题曲， 但我也连是你的插曲也称不上。
那我可能就只是你生命里的一首配乐而已，那短短的20秒。
真的足够吗？"
"很多时侯，关怀不能随心表达。因为不知道可以用什么身份这么做。"
"转角，让你我遇到了彼此，命运，把你从海的另一端带到我身边，
缘份，其实早就注定了，不是吗？"
4:27 am
Bird Day celebrations have all ended.
Just came back from supper..and we had crabs for supper!! I came back and i tua lau!! Tummy upset again!! I think i can't take heavy stuff in the night. Oh crab supper was to celebrate Irene's birthday! Hope you had a good one!
I didn't celebrate mine. But thanks to Weide who accompany me on saturday night and we just sat at coffee bean and chit chat about life. I hope i make some sense there. Even if i didn't, it was still a good one though. This is the one man who still stands strong beside me since poly days man. Appreciate that friendship and yes, thanks for the steamboat treat.
As i was saying, i had a bad start in the first few hours on the 8th. Thanks for the many smses that came after that, you guys made my night less heavier.
Thanks Mr Big for that Adidas White Metropolitan watch. At least you realise one item of my wishlist. Thus, you are very much forgiven. Thanks as well, think i just needed someone to be around me all the time, i have been going through so much so much man.
Thanks Joel for that beautiful watch. Its lovely and i will wear it to my new office.
Thanks to Joel, Kitson, JoyE and Mr Big, accompanying me to do my favourite activity, that is to sing KTV on sunday. No other things can bring the kind of comfort that i get when i am singing. Thanks again. You guys were the last people that i thought i will be spending my birthday with. You made the day for me. Many thanks love you guys!
Thanks to Uncle Fui, the unexpected good friend i made before i leave DHL. Thanks for the jug of beer at Amber, i will catch up with you again very soon!
Thanks to the Zen gang (you know who you are), for the only birthday cake i had this year, and my first dildo. I had my fair share of fun that night. =)
Thanks to the rest who remembered my birthday, msned me, smsed me throughout the day and week. Your messges are well received and i have note them in my heart.
Thanks to the one person who i expect to receive at least an sms from. Though it didn't come, i shan't remind disappointed. Because you gave me precious memories, and like i say to you, i will keep them and take those memories as my birthday present. I hope our paths will cross again someday soon.
*************************************************************************************1 more day, and i will be starting my new job. God i pray this will be a good one, with good environment, and wonderful people. Looking forward to take a step forward and work very hard for a good future.
They delay my pay again. I have no words to further describe how i feel.
************************************************************************************* Loving you, its easy cos you're beautiful, making love with you..its all i wanna do..lalalalala, lalalalala..
this song suddenly came into my mind...
************************************************************************************* The designer say that i must have white as the colour for my ceiling, but i am rejecting that idea. Imagine, 3 pieces of wall posh pink, 1 piece of wall slate green and ceiling in white? OMG!! NONONO!!
I think, ceiling posh pink as well, or if not a lighter shade of pink. I AM NOT CHANGING IT!! DON"T HAVE TIME TO MEET ME STILL WANNA CHANGE MY DESIGN!! You don't want to meet me, your client, then just follow my design eh sai bo? Talk so much for wat?
************************************************************************************* One more afternoon for me to relax, and then its chiong all the way. Pedi tomorrow. WEDNESDAY IS COMING!! SCARE!! Wednesday is scaring me out of my own shit!! *sounds abit wrong hor?*
2:16 am
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Today si jsuT a normal dEa. shUOld adJsUT mY oWn eXpcEataTino to LoKo it at a nrOMal daE.
uPeST At e FrISt hoRU. utBue at tEH neTx fwe houRs. i"m BroUGht uP beLEIGNIvg alL bdEa r iMprotNAT fRo EvrYNOE.
N thE 1 MSS i eXpceT dinD'T cMOe. GoEN wfi dA wiDN.
BuT i GTo a nciE oNe on FirAde. ThanKs GyuS. i aPrpEiCate e EofRft.
超級星光大道 has fiaNlLy Coem to An Edn. SoEm ViEDOs which i 百看不厌。。
潘裕文 林志炫--離人
林宥嘉 康康--到不了
周定緯--預感
林宥嘉-我愛的人
林宥嘉-你是我的眼
潘裕文--鳳凰花開的路口 (love his voice)
ThNASK fRO aLL tEH wSIhSes. HPAPY brITHADY to MyFSel!
4:04 am
Thursday, July 05, 2007
I did what i needed to do. Finally.
I am relieve, even though it might bring grave circumstances. But at least i did what my heart had settled for.
1:40 am
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Yan is in London with Xin now...
How i wish i can be around them as well...sometimes, or actually they are the only ones who i am rely on...
Missing them so much now that i feel like crying.....
2:01 pm
Feeling kinda unsettled.
Things have changed, or i am just getting too sensitive again. But i do hate this feeling. But when i dun, and am enjoying myself to the max, i tend to offend people from my words or actions.
Always thought this is just a way of life? But why do i feel so bothered everytime when i get those feelings...or probably is the season..I am in the season. But everyone i have met so far are so precious to me. I think there are many things i need to do, to make right before i move on to start on a new chapter.
I was feeling so uptight today that i didn't realise i was screwing the poor server over the Haagan Daz counter in Century Square. I didn't mean it, because i was already very tired, i am already on my toes, and the last thing i want to 3 different servers asking me the same thing over and over again. I just wanted to treat myself, and he had to look at me "so shocked" that i am getting 2 cups of double scoop ice-cream. Firstly, was he afraid that his ice-cream was so expensive that a working "auntie" can't even afford? Secondly, i thot i was loud enough and was embrassing my partner who was just standing right beside me. Which part of "2 cups of double scoop" doesn't he understand? I was obviously disturbed, when i was asked the the 3rd time of my order, he had to asked for the 4th time. By then, his manager came straight forward to assist and insist of giving me my 2 cups of double scoop totally free!! I knew i was a difficult customer, and was in the mood where i fire very easily, i told him 3 times, NO! i just want my 20 cents change back. But he took the initiative to give me 20% discount instead.
This is what i call a good customer service. Cos the manager made me feel so bad after that. He was attentive, he clearly knew i was a disturbed customer and the last thing i want is hassle, and he turn the whole ordeal into a good experience. By saying this, i am asking, if you can do me a favour by visiting the outlet, good service done by the manager himself. Remember is Haagan Daz in Century Square.
**************************************************************** Another left today, another on coming wed and finally me on friday. **************************************************************** ------------------------------ feel like crying suddenly ------------------------------
12:25 am
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Is so bloody difficult to be a person.
When u least expect people to find faults with you, they turn their backs at you. And when u are just trying hard to the best that u could be, they dun even bother.
*********************************************************************** why? why do you have to turn out like what they say you were? ***********************************************************************
3:57 pm
1) Adidas Metropolitan "Candy" in the colour of White with Gold frame
2) Levis Fashion watch --> slick black. ( i can't find any info on the internet..just love the one Sherry is wearing
3) Gucci Envy Perfume
4) Either a Coach or Gucci Wallet. ( everyone is having it, i won't spend my money on it, but i dun mind receiving it as a gift..Hahaha)
5) Coach Wristlet
6) Black Handbag --> lovely OL kind for my new job
7) Move house complete with a Posh Pink room with air-con and some vintage pieces, 4 speakers attached to the ceiling so i can play surround music all day!
8) Just need people around me to understand me as a person more. Like be a friend, don't dissappear on me because of what i may have said or do.
9) Embrace contentment with my own life.
10) Learn to be who i really am, and not be who i am not.
************************************************************************************ Oh..looking at it, seems like this list is nothing man...only point number 7 will be fulfilled soon.
Anyway its just a reference, a reflection of whats on my mind.
something is killing me on the inside. ************************************************************************************
6:08 am
Forgot to add...GST is officially of 7 darn percent!
pai miang ar!!!!!
12:56 am
Exactly one week from now, it would be lau niang's bird day.
Actually not really looking forward to it, because, i "gan chu liang duo". For one straight reason, i am getting older by the day. People also say must embrace age, i mean i do understand that point, anyway, there is no way we can run away from it. But.....i just can't. I don't know why. Probably like Smith's blogs, if i will to die now, i will have too much to care about, too much regrets, too much wishes that i haven't fulfill.
The irony is...i didn't mind as well, if God were to end my life right here. Contradicting? I don't have any idea what i am talking about as well.
My tradition is ever year, i will do up a wish list on this small space, i shall and will include the ivory white coffin that i have been hankering for. Ha!!
12:45 am
Welcome!
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so..then that is just too bad.
It's Me
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm stubborn and messy; absolutely lazy.
I mahjong till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm who i AM.
And a beautifully FAT one too.
