Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Beware of this post, if you get offended easily, steer away from here.

Hey!! I am here!! Tml is OFF DAY for me!! Yeah!! But i have to go for a medical checkup. Hopefully is something positive, but i will be damn arrgghh!! if the doctor just say is due to stress or whatever and there goes that huge sum of money. Ok! please don't think like i am a sadist or something, but do stand on my side when you are tight with cash, and you got to go see a specialist, then 10 mins he tell you is just stress, ask you pay $80, then you see the money fly like that, wah lau heart pain!!!

Anyway, i just came back home, i went to the Hongkong cafe again with Mr biGbig and i swear i had to blog this.

Mr bigbig and i was having a discussion on man's penis because of the recent Kennysia.com's entry on whether or not he should Zhng his dick.

Then Mr bIgbig mention about the specialist for men's private areas, and i went on to question if there is such, as i have never heard about it before. I mean i have heard of gynaecologist, and KK women and children's hospital, but never have i heard of a specialist for men, i mean, don't men usually just go to GP?

But Mr biGbig just couldn't remember the name, and i was there making fun and thinking of names like, "Peniscologist" "Dickologist". Mr bigbiG when -_-" a women's specialist is never called a "Cuntologist?" Hahahahaha.

But hey! Why is a gynae called a gynae and not a cuntologist is because they don't just specialising in cunt anatomy? And is the whole system? And when a woman face problems in her reproductive system, is going to be painful and its like a worthless thing sitting inside of you? But a man reproductive system is only useless when the sperm count is low? And you can still pretty much use it to give you pleasure as long as the thing can stand with which ever method you retort to using?

So please tell me if there are such specialization in the world of medicine. Enlighten me please. Is there specialist for men's privates?

1:00 am

Sunday, May 28, 2006

I went for service yesterday, Pst Tan is good. God, who has given you a talent, and place you in your destiny if you are willing to take the first step. But the irony was, i was sitting there asking myself what truely is my talent? Singing? The ability to know a song and how to sing after i hear it once? What other talents do i have? Where can the talents that i have bring me to? I am so old to do anything already.


The amazing thing was, i saw a comforting verse when i was in svc. Proverbs 15:1 and Proverbs 15:4

3:54 pm

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Hi Guys!!

I haven't been around for awhile, too caught up with what i have on my hands at the moment. Primarily work and nothin else but work, not that i have tons to do and OTs to complete, is just that i face the computer for 8 hours straight, and i have no heart to force my eyes to go through those tedious and harmful straining, and i do have the intention to keep my eye as healthy as they are for the rest of my life.

Nothing much had i experience these days, other then work, which could be pretty boring if mention. Of cos there are definitely things happening around, and they also involve work, but i prefer not to mention much, lest i get sued over here. Or maybe the only comments that i can give is, i have nothing much againist anyone, whoever who has the heart to ask me out and bond with me, i gladly accept and will deifinitely make time out, but for those particular few people whom i have, and i admit that i have a hard time clicking with, i really don't understand what is going on, i am only have been in the company for 2 months, and for the first month, i was cast behind with a very nice teacher and i have never cross your path, much lest talk to you, and for the next month, which is these few weeks, i didn't even bother to bother you or ask you questions knowing that you are easily irritated, to keep things simple, in these 2 months, i think i haven't spoken more then 10 sentences to you. You can hate me for all you want, because i really don't know what your problem is.

Some guys mention that you are like that, and i could be reading too much, *shrugs* i am sorry then, but i am a newbie, don't expect me to go to you and ask you to teach me and be my friend, I am still NEW you know? i am scare of my NEW surroundings!!

So my friends out there, there is a changed Faith over here. I don't give a damn to things that are not worth my attention anymore. I truely, have woken up, that i have enough things that needs my attention, and i don't have time to make everybody happy with me. You can slam your t hings right next to me, i will just carry on with my own responsibilities, you'll be nice, i will be nice back, you turn a deaf ear, i will to. I'll be nice, you can do whatever you want, u can scold me for all you want, i will just keep a smile on my face, do notice that the office has a open concept, whatever you do, people can see.


These days after work, i have either be spending time with Mr BigBig or i will be heading to the gym to have a good work out. My life had been fulfilling so far, Mr bigbig has this aura to disolve all my stress and worries, and adopting a healthy lifestyle makes me feel healthier and i sleep better at night. Really, i have been turning in early these days. And i feel really good the next day when i wake up. Weekends, i will meet up with friends and do some catching up.

I FEEL good! nananananana na! *sings*

1:20 pm

Sunday, May 14, 2006

My energy has been so consumed up by the amount of activities that i have since thursday:

1) Mr Bigbig's Medic's chalet
2) Kong's birthday at Boat Quay all hte way till 1am.
3) Vesak day, public holiday, but is a normal working day for me.
4) After work, Mr Bigbig's cousin's ROM dinner.
5) Movie, Poseidon with XY and Johnson.
6) Saturday morning, work again
7) Followed by lunch in crystal jade with colleagues
8) Dinner with WD and gang
9) Home loungue with WD and gang

I concussed yesterday night after doing some work off the computer and packed my room. Barely 8 hours of sleep for 2 consecutive nights. And now i am feeling so damn drowsy.

The good thing is, i am off tomorrow. But i am feeling so damn fat that i think i wanna go to the gym to work out tomorrow. Basically i have no idea why is all the fats accumulating on my arms.

I am off to sleep again. Bye!

9:43 pm

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

The humdrum feeling is all over...everything is just so bland, so tasteless. Everything seems to change overnight, why am i feeling this way?

My brain is everywhere, there is no more juice oozing out from it. Agony is everywhere and i wonder if anyone understands me.

Why things seems to be so different now, will there be a change all over again?
I am scare, petrified by what my brains can formulate. PMS you may say, well that's still too early to say.

Scare of what will be installed tomorrow, the thoughts of staying in the comfort of my own bed, with pillow surrounding me, giving me the feeling like i am secured.

Questions of whether am i good enough keep flooding in, i may be too dumb, that i was even scolded for nothing today.

I am so sick, coughing like blood is gonna spurge out soon, who cares? Prepare my grave, i am almost one foot in.

9:17 pm

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Is kind of funny, I am not sure...i have never been close to her...

But when i saw a old granny wanting to buy a purse for herself in an old provision store,

I actually miss her.....i couldn't keep my eyes off her,

Thots of the salty fried rice, her bringing me down to buy ice-cream behind the bus-stop. When i was naughty got cane by my ma, i will always hide behind her small frame so that she can shield me.

Is been awhile since she's gone. She is my granny.

I could have been a better granddaughter i suppose.

10:19 pm

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