Tuesday, April 24, 2007
今天都在想，在这23年，我所为的人生里，到底经历了多少个转角？ 那又在这么多个转角里，我到底做了多少个错误的选择，又有多少个选择是对的？
心里的话永远是说不完，我从一个没脑筋，思想单纯的女生，变成了一个思绪相当复扎，有些事情又相当贪心的一个女人。 很多时候，我都发现自己在质问自己，所做的事是否是对的?
每天对于工作上的对于错，到了我躺在床上临睡前所质问自己的对于错，仿佛已成了我每天的必经之路。但我也告诉自己，有时想了太多，事情反而会弄巧成拙。
脑袋里有上万个问题，怎么想都还是想不通。。接下来必须经过的转角，能解决我所有的问题吗？
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转角，让你我遇到了彼此，命运，把你从海的另一端带到我身边，缘份，其实早就注定了，不是吗？
9:06 pm
爱情里,你该明白也该懂得的事...
01.为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心,我却难以将你的目光拉近
02.爱情懂原谅,但不谈愧疚
03.遇见,可以是灯火阑珊,也无妨百转千回
04.总是期待你能偶而回头,鼓舞我追逐後的汗水
05.你看看我,你瞧瞧我,是不是有一点点可爱.眼中有一点点的期待,期待著你的爱
06.喂,你那么难追,是不是想坚定我爱你的决心
07.爱是翅膀.当你舍弃我时,我只有从两千呎高空坠落
08.不是每个灰姑娘,都能找到属于自己的鞋
09.任何情比金坚的约定,都比不上我们此刻在一起
10.搭一座绵延千里的桥到达你,不如,邀你住在我心里
11.牵手或放手.幸福.或祝福
12.告白没有最佳的时机,只有最佳的那个人
13.我们都无法回到过去,而前方也看不到光
14.如果爱你是错,我不爱对.如果想你犯罪,枪毙我会比较干脆
15.你的吻,将我甜在粉红色的果酱里
16.其实说再多,也不过是用一百种方式说,我爱你!
17.每天都嫁给我一次,好不好
(Taken off from the web)
12:47 am
Friday, April 20, 2007
I am blogging from my office.
And my hair gota funny smell!! Must be due to the uncle or auntie frying that pan of pork oil at the Ah Soo's hawker centre.
Now i feel so oily! Can't wait to get home and bathe! Yucks!
5 more mins to IN cut off! And Wproof! off for home!
*Wee*
4:29 pm
Monday, April 16, 2007
Did i mention that i fell in love with Studio 6?
Its like the old zen that i used to know. Thanks to Huaky and Jacky man. Ok, all the kys...Hhahaha
I had quite a weekend though. Friday was tired, had Botak Jones.Oh my god..you guys have to try it man...Saturday was out with the cosplay-sy Nana and my beloved Xinyu. And Sunday was out with my bestest colleagues to have a night of F1 and beer at Brewwrkz.
Uploading photos soon...and i dun think i'll be loading the DnD photos...ha!
11:42 pm
Faith is not a faithful blogger.
Haven been blogging for close to a month. I'm too tired these days to sit infront of the computer again after work just to blog myself away.
Some stuff happen at work today. I terminated my contract with the agency who place me into my current workplace, based on breach of contract on their part. And i just receive news from my supervisor that they are now moving me directly my company's payroll. I am not too sure if its a good move. Because i am having thoughts to move on. I have come to a point in which i have had enough of everything. The only thing that is making me stay is the team, and the friends i've made throughout the year. It didn't started all well for me, but i perservered. I won the team friendship through the past year. I stood by them when we go through multiple manpower changes, and that handful of us is still holding on, together with the new ones who are already commited into the job. Colleagues whom i have made abroad. It a daily thing for me now that i crap with people whom i have never met. Its amazing that they have become part of my life. My daily routine.
I have even come to a point where i stop taking MCs. Even when i am realy sick, i just want to go back to TS, and be with the people whom i see everyday. We may not share alot about our lives with each other. But its just nice having them around, seeing them smile, seeing them getting frustrated. Most importanty, getting irritated together, and scolding the big F word together.
Its the hard work that i have put into the beginning that i refuse to let go. They may not love me, they may detest me for heavens sake. But i really do love them from the bottom of my heart. I am even beginning to dread the coming of my shift, because that will mean that i will not be in office everyday.
But i really came to a point where i feel i really need to move on. What i am earning is basically not enough to provide for myself. I still have to slog myself everyday to give tuitions. Its really tiring.
Where would my future be. There are other things that are happening in life and its kind of weighing me down in some aspects of my life.
11:25 pm
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Life's been so so, up and down, depends on where i am.
Work has been sucky, super pessimistic and no motivation at all as well.
Is the emo ride again.
11:44 pm
