Finished moving everything today. Gonna return the keys to the old place tomorrow.
Say bye to the quiet old estate just opposite the reservoir. Had the nostalgic feeling when i went back there yesterday.
There was the many first times, and i miss the spacious and airy old room.
Settled in this place since last week, everything is in, other then the mirror from the contractor and the weak signal coming from the tv point, everything is in place, just some more tidying up in my own room.
Gonna recuperate at the best that i can, and i am losing my voice for a whole of 3 weeks already. I need to get it back!!
Relaxing weekend, celebrated Ma's grandma and uncle's bdae on sat. Looking forward to the coming weekend for some merry making, celebration of dear friends and mr ma's mum's birthday and of cos, my dear girl XINYU is coming back!!!!!
Tidying up is on my list this week, NO OTs!!!
Ciaos pple, hope you'll have a fantastic week ahead!
*muack*
------------------------------------------------------ Shall i perm my hair?
Whats so great about her? Thats still the sentence that keep appearing in my head.
11:58 pm
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Lazing Friday..splitting headache..so stayed at home and watch Youtube!
Two songs that left me very stun. Must bookmark it here so i can listen to it as and when without going thru the whole search again.
She is HO EH! The stupid me still learning how to master this song completely. Like easy..but very difficult cos need alot of 气音. Good, with her nice and thick chest voice, and still so nice...so its not a matter of the tonality. May not be a good song for her voice, but this proves what we call the 70% hardwork and 30% talent.
Have always like his voice. Tenor with hints of masculine. One of his best performance. Power ar! 潘王子！！我是你的菜！
12:57 am
Friday, September 14, 2007
The coffeebean mudslide. Nice. Should give it a try. Off to sleep.
11:57 pm
I mean i am tired la...
Actually, frankly , seriously speaking, if i am given a choice, i'll never move. I am very happy with this old house. Sufficient space and most importantly, it has my smell in very other corner. I mean i live in here for so long already. 有感情了。。I have moved twice, (this is the second time) since the day i was born, from Aljunied to Bedok Reservoir to Bedok Reservoir View. And i only have one word for it, SHAG!
Maybe not so much when i first shift to Bedok Reservoir, cos as a kid, there wasn't much that i could do as well. And my parents pack my bags and sent me to stay with my beloved late grandma 6 months before moving in. The only thing i could remember was the stairs without the handles, and my uncles had real difficulty moving my big cupboard up the stairs. I did nothing, just stood there and watched.
This time round, i had to do alittle bit of work, maybe not alittle, until my mom told me off saying that that her house and not mine. Well, fine. I ain't footing the bill, so i shall just abide by thy word. But from choosing the colour of the wall, the material for the cupboard to lightings, SHAG! I walk so many roads just to find that light! Its simply too ex to get the contractor to do it, i have no money to pay for myself, so physical torture is inevitable.
Thank God for Mr Big, his been around since monday, helping in all the ways he can think of. Kudos to you and thanks for the good dinner earlier today. The OTAH is so niceE!!!!
Tomorrow is going to be spend with the contractor so i can watch him and see how he can help me fixed my self bought lighting in. Then afternoon, is off to ikea again to pick up cheap stuff for the house. Saturday they repainting the whole house again, Sunday clean up, and its only on Monday that the furnitures will come in. So i ain't shifting yet. But i got no time next week, i need to spend more time on my work, so Sunday its my deadline, push everything in and sleep on the floor.
I need a good rest man, and my voice is losing me. Its so shaky and bad now. I feel like i can sleep for 2 full days straight. But thank God i manage to clear my stuff before i leave office today, at least i didn't leave any shit behind for them to clear like how i screw them up by going on a 2 days MC last week. And i didn't do much this week either, cos i went on 2 days AL. Time to repay them next week. Repay my failing health as well, i actually can't type and walk properly these days, i think its the aftermath of the allergy i got last week, when i clench my fist or start to write with a pen, my hand hurts like there is a huge blue black on both of my palms and at the sole of my feet as well. I think i am just tired. Pardon me if i am too stone to response.
Off to bed. Beat IT!!
12:04 am
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
2 more days to the actual shift in, and i haven't pack a single bit.
Think i just get the boxes, load everything in, bring them over and unload everything out. Lazy la..
Movie with Jessika today..Evan Almighty..lame show..but a entertaining one..can destress for awhile..thats true i must say.
BTT today, and guess what? I FAILED! I am totally useless wat. Never study also..
Something's up these few days..like going through the motion again...stoning and i feel many times like i have left my brains at home.
Back to work again tomorrow, work 2 days then move off again to help with the shifting.
The negative thoughts are all over again, feel so trapped. Hate people to think that i bothered, when really, i dun actually care.
For one thing, don't say you are close to me if u haven known me well enough, don't think that you are obligated to do anything for me if i am around, cos i dun need it, and if there is a need, i will get it or go there myself. Dun feel like doing it, then say No. Simple as that, because i never expected anything in the first place. If i dun expect anything from you, then don't expect me to give you first class treatment as well. So dun bother about how i will think, cos i dun care, and please dun do stupid things, just because you dun feel like it, and dun dare to tell me in the face. Cos no need, if there should be anything i need, i will open up my mouth and ask.
I have type a whole lot of rubbish, and still dun understand what i toking about. Just a thot, nothing in particular triggered it, prob due to the blues that i am getting these days.
Still trying to put down the whole episode. Chapter close, aftermath damage decreasing as time goes by. Good news in a certain sense.
Time to pack and then hit off to bed.
10:41 pm
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Fifi went on a 2 days MC just 2 months into her new job.
Something caught up with me these days, and i developed quite terrible rashes all over my body.
First it started with my arms, then the rash went to my face and legs, and by the 2nd day, everywhere else is swollen.
Thank God that he spared me from a very swollen face. Still is...but slight..took blood test this morning because it got worse instead.
My hands are like little bubbles, like those baby hands small and very stubby, but magnified 1000 times. erm..ok maybe not baby.
I can't really type fast...Blogging is still fine..cos i can take my time, but if u msn with me..u'll realise that i will make alot of spelling mistakes.
Blood test results is normal ~~
Must continue medication for a few more days, if remains or get worse..then must do through test.
Ready to see the disgusting and fugly hand?
Dun view these while eating..or u may just puke!!
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Hulk's ultra aged hand! Once in a lifetime!! See it before it gone!
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eh..its painful la.
2:06 am
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
I got teribble rashes all over my body. Mainly arms and legs. Some on the neck and face area.
The doc thot i had make up on. But i told him no, never, use a tissue and wipe my face.
He told me something that is quite bad. I pretended that he is rubbishing.
Going to my family doc tomorrow to see what he say first before i proceed with all the blood test.
Feverish and aching all over. Going to sleep now.
My hands looks very scary!!
Ciaos!!
Oh, btw, the Raffles Hotel's Champagne and Cognac mooncakes is really nice!! Pls go try!!
11:36 pm
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Haven been faithful these days.
Nothing much as well. Coping hard at work, never felt x infinity kind of stupid. Broke down last thursday but i tell myself i ain't giving up! 我是打不死的蟑螂！
The date to moving to a new place is getting nearer and nearer...can't wait to get out of this mosquito infested place. But i am gonna miss the space that i enjoyed here for many many years.
Been going to work early..way before everyone reaches to clear the stuff so that i can spend more time, learning and not look so stupid when everyone is around. The method seems to work today. And she stop screaming at me for once.
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so..then that is just too bad.
It's Me
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm stubborn and messy; absolutely lazy.
I mahjong till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm who i AM.
And a beautifully FAT one too.
Hulk's ultra aged hand! Once in a lifetime!! See it before it gone!