Wednesday, April 09, 2008
期待过我们似细水
可惜蒸发出眼泪
明白你最近有些暂时伴侣
偷一刻午睡
彷佛专一使你极空虚
怀疑被你抱着我念着
谁无论你再好 亦舍得失去
难过亦过难道我嫌损失未够多
早放手可减轻痛楚
不等泡沫给吹破
不想去知谁填补我
无悔在我还是我
任你多麽差错
无谓去追问为何
深知告别损失非我
让情人离别
似水清洗我
原谅你对着我说谎
出於好意的作状
明白你最近已经避谈近况
早不敢寄望
心中早把相爱如观光
情如瀑布泻下也未惊慌
心境已 随着那水花得到释放
难过亦过难道我嫌损失未够多
早放手可减轻痛楚
不等泡沫给吹破
不想去知谁填补我
无悔在我还是我
任你多麽差错
无谓去追问为何
深知告别损失非我
让情人离别似水清洗我
心中有涟漪吹过
又回到最初 平静去做我
1:26 am
Sunday, April 06, 2008
After considering for a month or so, numerals trips to various places, hiding out under my blanket and all, i have decided to move on as well.
Not exactly sure if its suitable, but at least i know i will be happier, and i can go back to school to study.
I have say thank you that Agent I for giving me a chance to tap into the real world of banking with exceptionally attractive package. I have to say that its kind of like a compliment when i receive your call and with what you have to propose. But i failed you still. Lack of experience definitely. I walk out of the room knowing that the chance was blown away. By myself definitely. I hope there will be another opportunity to work with you again.
Like i say moving on..i lead a mediocre life, mediocre personality trying to lead a comfy life. Contentment yeah. Frustrated still with the limitation that i face, but still is a move forward in terms of experience and qualifications.
I hope i can settle down soon with whatever that i have now.
There are still many things which i still have regrets over. I mean i am a pretty straightforward person. And i don't like bad blood, cos i dun like to keep people away. Trying to keep everyone as a fren is my policy, even if i don't like you, you dun like me, at least, i can keep you as a aquaintance i can still say hi, or at least smile when i bump into you on the streets.
So much of talking, i just want to say, that there is still someone on my agenda, very treasured person in fact, who have been bumping into my thoughts since the last time we lost contact. Is coming to a year, yeap, it was a mistake commited, and well, u would and should have already moved on very well, though i may not be doing as well, but i have moved on as well. I hope we can still talk things out and still stay as friends. I thot abt became a stalker, serious. But i didn't la. I just wanted very much to see how you have been doing. Not pervertic but a sincere heart here.
Its been such a long time since i heard that funny accent and talking abt nonsensical stuff.
Remembering what happen i wanted to , doesn't mean that i am still holding on have not moved on. Not easy to forget, as it has become a event important enuff to put on a permenant stain in my chart of life. But i am not hurting anymore, and i am happy with who i am today. What happen become a turning point in life.
Otherwise, life's been good. Been hanging out with Mr Big alot these days. And its great company. Not forgetting that i blew my pay on Agnes B, i bought so much stuff from them the moment i got my pay and i am eating grass now. But life's been good, i am growing fatter day by day. Time for rigorous exercise and stringent diet starting today! wait..i think i just had two swwets! ok i'll start tomorrow!!
I love Agnes B, and am comtemplating to to change my name to Agnes. Agnes Huang. Hmm..i still think B Huang will sound nicer. HA!
Ciaos!
4:36 pm
