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Sunday, April 05, 2009



Maybe i did bring it upon myself. Maybe the whole episode was my mistake.

For the 1st time in the longest time ever i felt the distance between us. The deafening silence hit me right there and then when i asked if you really wanna spend the rest of your life with me.

I understood. It could be all my fault, never understanding never accomodating which causes things to turn out this way.

However i never like silence. It so deafening that it makes me feel like i am the only freak in this world. Not only its deafening, it brings alot of hurt as well.

Believe me when i say i tried my best to be the best that i can be. Believe me when i say i did really love you and didn't go through shit with you all these while for nothing.

Maybe love have turn stale between us and we didn't put in the effort to sustain it.

Your free to go, really. Cos i can't bare the thot of returning silence.

11:02 pm

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