Tuesday, January 01, 2008
A very Happy 2008 to those who reads this space.
I haven't been blogging finally managed to get my butt to the corner of my bed and start typing away on the keyboard.
How's xmas for everyone? I spent it with my dear friends over a nice dinner followed by a countdown at Phuture. Quite a nice hang out though. For one thing that was the first time i actually countdown in a club. Fun peeps as well.
New year was spent at chalet. Which i got via coy's intranet and it was super cheap. So i just, eat,sleep,mahjonged thru out. WAhahaha tired!!
Time for new year resolutions anyway. I haven really started thinking. But one thing for sure... i want to be a happier person in 2008!
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My life took a drastic turn just 48hrs before the arrival of 2008. My heart is still bleeding and i wish i hasn't seen what i saw. My head knows where i'm heading, but there is this strong internal struggle which i have to conquer, and at the moment, its confusion, upon confusion. I need time to digest and sort out all my thoughts.
To you, its not that i'm not supportive, i just haven't found a way to let it go i guess. Alot of time will need to be invested in this process. If u're hurt, just remember that i didn't do it on purpose. Resentment just comes naturally.
I managed to cut myself out for the past 2 days...but i wept buckets the moment i reach home. I promise i'll try. I'll try to go through this with you. But you got to understand this is going to be very tough for me. Physically and psychologically.
But was glad that i told you what i did as well. Cos its been tormenting for me as well. If you are not comfortable, you can talk to me about it as well.
So i guess, yap, my new year resolution is not going to be a long list of things this year. Primarily, i want to get out of the current situation, out it behind me asap and live a normal life all together again.
2008 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
BE HAPPY!!
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