Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Tired. Need to get back to work tomorrow.
Nothing much for me after the happening weekend. My off days were spend pretty relaxing and was substantial enough for me not to feel bored at any point.
Great "town walkabout cum catching up" session with my lifetime buddy, Irene. Relaxing Tuesday was relaxing, duh of cos! Other then the fact that i was utterly dissapointed with my Ben, i really have no idea how to teach him, i feel my patience running very low on him, and looking at his progress, i really have no idea how he will make it to P4, he couldn't even read a passage properly, can't even read 'as' 'to' 'which' 'who' etc...i feel like giving up already. But part of me is reluctant, i just can't bare to throw him aside. HOW? how? HOW???
Had a peaceful night with 马先生. Initially was not suppose to meet him, but he had to make the trip down to my place because i had stupidly uninstall the modem yesterday night. But turns out, the stupid me didn't realise that the current network is "smart" enough to switch themselves. So basically, he make a wasted trip, but we went to have dinner together of cos, at the coffeeshop just down at my "new house going to be". Quite a nice 煮炒摊.
Was on my way out to Boat Quay at 8plus, by the time i walked out to my carpark exit, i realised i may have some stuff to prepare for work tomorrow and of cos, i was actually pretty tired.
Went back home again, watched "Deal or no Deal", pretty good show, but felt sadded for the lady tonight, i admire her courage, fight till the end, but so much for her courage, $750. Well, nothing to loss for her, so..well...Hahaha
Hmm..funny thing was, i actually enjoyed myself tonight. It just felt nice....i bet is the feeling of having someone being physically there, pampering me and stuff.
Quite a few people whom i know are getting engaged and married this year. I may not be invited to be there to share their joy, but by hearing this piece of good news is enough for me to feel really happy for them from the bottom of my heart. These few couples i do know them back dunnoe how many donkeys years back, saw them through their singlehood and finally got the man/lady of their dreams. It was pretty saddening for me, that the friendship could not continue out of the four walls of the church, but will still remember them and will keep them close to my heart in some corner i believe. Seeing, hearing updates about them from their blogs, friendster and even from common friends, is good enough for me.
Just want to congratulate them, friends who are still in church and still reads this blog, namely KK, you know which couples i am talking about, please send my best wishes to them ya? Thanks!!
Prolly something inside me is ticking as well....but prolly i am still not ready for it.
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