Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Let me apologise for the lack of updates. Trying to catch on with tons of things which i have been missing out.
CNY is almost coming to an end. How's everyone's CNY? Collected lots of hongbao? and earn quite abit over the icing floor or round or square table at home?
CNY was so-so for me. Couldn't celebrate CNY in any case. But still managed to get alittle thanks to XR's relatives. Didn't get to earn over the floor or the tables as well, didn't lose all as well. But i did get to learn a new and interesting game, which get ur brain juice almost washed out at every round, and not forgetting the super tedious money calculating at the end. Told you, i never had luck in gambling.
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Caught a string of movies, Ghostrider, Dreamgirls, Protege and Letters from Iwo Jiwa.
All are good films, i'm lazy to go through each and everyone. But i can be sure, these shows will make what you pay worth. Highly recommended is Protege and Letters from Iwo Jiwa.
Actually i will recommend Dreamgirls as well, but if you ain't a music lover, you might think its just a normal film. But because i am a vocals person, i simply love Dreamgirls, and am on my way to get the OST. Jennifer Hudson is superb!!!
Listen to Jennifer Hudson - And I'm telling You, I'm not going (Click me)
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Things never seem to be settled among certain people. No matter how hard you try, it seems that the harder you try, the more mistakes they will pick on.
Its a case of values are changed? Or that relationship was never real in the first place. These stuff are in my opinion, nonsensical stuff. To me at least.
Its like there is nothing better left to do, and i'll pick on things or people that to me, if damage is done, they don't really bother me in any case. Or if the friendship is gone, it won't hurt in any way.
But when i reiterate their actions and my actions, there seem to be nothing wrong, and it only magnifies that really, i have too much time left on my hand to pull such stunts.
Its like me picking on XR when obviously he is just trying his best to make me happy. People doing their work not on the right process, not illegal, and still got the customer happy. Friends who may not hold a proper job and still able to party and spend, buy things and eat good food.
It only occur to me much later, that really i may have taken XR for granted and just throw him my aplenty moodiness, which might or may even have hurt him. As long as colleagues asses are covered, my ass is not exposed, why do i need to bother so much, and friends sharing their latest buys, good buys, cheap buys watever buys, was just a nice gesture of telling me, you can take these opinions for your reference.
Just like how i will give my movie reviews to my colleagues in the pantry during our chit chat seesion and our everyday email chats. I'll be the first to watch it. And if its bad, i'll come telling everyone that the movie is bad, don't watch it and save that money. I never got sore over why i had to spend my time and money to stop people from wasting theirs. First thing, not that i am super rich, but 9.50 bucks for a movie, yes, i can stil afford it. And secondly, basically, there is nothing much to do on a weekend, thats why usually i'll hit The Grand Cathy for a movie marathon. So i guess, its time to question my own ability, and not others.
Sometimes, i forgot, that no matter how small an issue may be, no matter what characteristic in that particular someone that i may not see eye to eye with, i must learn to see if that relationship is worth holding on. No matter how things turn out to be, i'll always remember that person exactly stood by me and believe in me when i was at my lowest. Because only a true friend will bother to give you a pat on your shoulder, a boost to your ego and you are really in need of one.
If i can accept so many others with weird personalities as a friend, why can't i accept one more, all the more, is the easiest going person i've ever known in my entire life.
Too chim? or too confused? Its ok..its for my own reference to my own life.
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My contract is coming to an end. How fast a year has gone passed.
Did i mention that i had the worse day ever in my life ever since i joined the company?
2:07 pm
