Monday, October 02, 2006
Phew! How time flies? We've finally arrive on our big "O"!! Nono, not organsm, it OCTOBER!! we are officially 3 more months to 2007!!
*shakes head* why do time have to fly so fast?
In any case, October is gonna be real bad for me. With my dearest bestest friend going off to India, Hyderabad for a month, whose gonna accompany me when i am off shift? Whose gonna hit the ktv rooms with me? Whose going to eat Sakae Sushi with me? Whose gonna hear me crap? Whose gonna take all my nonsense?
She cried suddenly when we were singing yesterday. Scare the whole hell out of me. But i knew something was not too right when i met her in the noon, but i didn't expect her to burst out suddenly. I knew why, but i couldn't help much either. At least i was there. Maybe this short month apart will do the trick.
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Sometimes i wish i was just a simple girl, with no mind of her own. Just live through life, go to sleep with no matters of heart tugging very strongly at the heart. Not knowing whats going on the mind of her man and just believe naively that the world resolves just around the both of them. No temptations, no competitions, don't have to think exactly just how to climb that corporate ladder.
Even though you tell yourself so many times that you won't even be bothered by what the man is thinking, you will still get hurt when you turn your back and be alone all by yourself. Women are just weaklings in this area, no matter in what kind of situations, we still hope we get something good out of it.
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Don't have to know exactly whats going on his mind, current status is pretty good. Even though you have been the one asking him out, at least you have tried your best in pursuing the one thing that could make your heart skip for that particular moment.
不在乎有没有以后
爱妳是活着的理由
紧紧的抱住跟妳有关的一切
包括想着妳的心痛
我们还有没有以后
牵着手幸福的以后
在妳的心中千万记得还有我
永远守着我的承诺在等候
10:40 pm
