Monday, September 25, 2006
I still can't convince myself.
I can accept things as it is now, stay together..but on one condition, that you no longer stay commited to me. If you find a better, more worthy, less demanding lady, please go ahead. I will be happy for you.
I am someone who has an ego like a man, whose confidence can go up or down based on other people's comment.
I admit i am never a good girlfriend. They are right as well, i am not worthy for you.
Attributes to the people around. Who mouth about me based on what they see. I do discover who i really am based on what i hear. They are right.
I am not a good person. Stop wasting your time on me.
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Let me apologise for future weird behaviours that may come from me. I have once again hit the lowest possible pit. All confused. Self questioning.
梦真的醒了
5:00 am