Sunday, July 02, 2006
Been up to my new hobby, talking about world cup and nothing else. What my colleagues say is true, i don't really care who win, can bring money to me can already. Hahahaha. But i didn't buy alot also la. tsk tsk.
Well, life have still been pretty much the same. Only difference is that i no longer need to go work on mondays and tuesdays anymore as i am starting my shift this coming week. Talking about this coming week, i am only working on wednesday and thursday, and then it will be rest day again all the way till the following wednesday. How shiok can that be? Hahahha.
On the 14th-july, i will be taking half day again, because i have to go back to TP to do a short presentation to the graduating class on going for interviews etc. Sianz, i haven't done a presentation for so long, scare liao.
Haven been on top form, i don't know why. I am frustrated with myself, with the things around. I am already 23 years old, and i have yet to achieve anything. When people are complaining that a $4K per month job is not enough, i can't even breathe a single word. What am i doing here? am i not determine and hardworking enough? I don't even know how my career path should be like. And the best thing is the people around me are not helping at all. What the hell am i doing with my life??? Is this really what i want?
Just receive news that a ex-colleague had been sent to work in Japan by the company. When i heard that i was like, how wonderful would it be if its me? Ok, maybe i am not really that keen on working overseas, but is the recognition i guess, is like, yes! i have achieve something, and i am climbing the ladder.
What am i doing? i can't even find a proper ladder to climb, let alone to start climbing.
Is this really what i want? alot of thoughts are going through my mind. My life, my work, my relationship. Probably something needs to be done to obtain a better life? I am so tired.
I can hardly open my eyes.
2:58 am
