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Tuesday, May 09, 2006


The humdrum feeling is all over...everything is just so bland, so tasteless. Everything seems to change overnight, why am i feeling this way?

My brain is everywhere, there is no more juice oozing out from it. Agony is everywhere and i wonder if anyone understands me.

Why things seems to be so different now, will there be a change all over again?
I am scare, petrified by what my brains can formulate. PMS you may say, well that's still too early to say.

Scare of what will be installed tomorrow, the thoughts of staying in the comfort of my own bed, with pillow surrounding me, giving me the feeling like i am secured.

Questions of whether am i good enough keep flooding in, i may be too dumb, that i was even scolded for nothing today.

I am so sick, coughing like blood is gonna spurge out soon, who cares? Prepare my grave, i am almost one foot in.

9:17 pm

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