Saturday, March 18, 2006
Wanting to end the saga and put it behind me. Been plague by this thought since the start of this week.
Coming to accept the terms that singaporean women are highly competitive and materialise.
(taken from cleo mag). I guess i am too, to a certain extend i guess. I love to pamper myself too. I love to eat at good places too. I love recreational activities too
(like going for KTV once every to 2 weeks?). I love to buy pretty things too. I love to have a high salary so that i can do many many things.
This period of time is a time of humbling for me. Not that i am humiliate, but i do learnt something out of this 1 month jobless thing, saw where my mistakes were, pick myself up and restart all over again.
I don't ask for much, just that mr bIgBig will love me with his heart in is whole lifetime that's all. See? simple right? Such a simple request, but which is the hardest to accomplish, which is true.
God just bless this relationship can le. Thank you PAPA!!
Learnt to be content with whatever you have that is the basic line. Cherish what you have on your hands, whatever good that comes along the way is a bonus or a add-on. And what that is bad, treat it as a experience learnt, grow up from it and move on to conquer new grounds. Life like this would be happier i guess. Isn't it?
Will try to blog more these few days, don't know if i will have the time to conquer my blogging skills again once monday comes.
Ciaos!
3:42 pm
