Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Something is not right. Am i too sensitive? But things always seem to be different. I have always learnt that "when u are in a wrong, everyone can see it, but only u can't" so it also means "when u are not intending to reveal about certain things, and when pple ask, u might think that u have answered them in a very natural way, but the fact was that u made it even more obvious that u dun wanna tok abt them"
I can only say that i did my best in wanting to embrace this person as a friend that i can feel comfortable with. But it seems like u are putting on the barrier.
Nevermind, I shan't think too much about it. Its not important anyway. But i feel dissappointed that there are things which u are not open about. And i seriously have no idea why. Maybe u meant for a good way. But sorry to say that u made it worse.
I have been sick but still heading down to office to work. Been doing OT, suddenly dunnoe why am i working my ass off. But the thing is, if i dun work my ass off, i will have no money to spend. So well, what to do.
Ciaos, hitting my bed. I am deprive of everything.
10:21 pm