Tuesday, October 25, 2005
There is something about me, I HATE TRANSITION PERIOD!!!
I hate being caught in the middle where wherever i need to be heading is not confirm. Its looks like i have a job secured, but its like not so confirm. Wanna start next week, but 2 holidays in a week! wah lau!!! Then they ask me to start the week after next, but then again, i havent sign the letter of appointment yet. So well, things can change
My mind was in a whirl yesterday. Things happen so sudden. I was like left standing there, dunnoe whether to feel excited anot. But one thing i know, i was felt dead tired after a whole day of events. I felt asleep immediately when dada insist that i should go and sleep. Wondering what happen?
I didn't mention last thursday that i send in my resume to 2 places. One is to apply for a job as a rehab officer with the MCYS and another to a headhunter agency. So apparently after 5 mins i send out my resume, Pplesearch called me up to offer me a temp job, which i turn down cos the pay is way too low. $5.5 p/h, no matter how i slog my life away, i am never able to earn. So Pplesearch arrange for me to go down yesterday so we can meet up and they will know what kind of jobs they can help me find.
But apparently things wasn't what it seems to be 5 mins after i enter into the "interview" very casually dress, i was answering and toking craps to whatever they were asking. Then this consultant suddenly turn her topic to asking me if i am interested in working in pplesearch as a consultant. MY gosh! what have i done man? I apparently had no idea what i was in for till my consultant ask me if i am free for the rest of the day cos she would like to arrange a 2nd interview for me with her manager.
I didn't know what was happening was quite puzzled at the request for a "2nd interview" so i called irene, cos she was the one that recommended me to send my resume in to pplesearch. Over the phone, she was like almost screaming "huh? they want to recruit you into their team to a consultant also!" i was like "wtf?"
So anyhow, i went for the 2nd interview la, the manager kept telling me abt life inside pplesearch and such. I was left thinking, am i really game for it. Then i was told i was ot have a 3rd interview, so i waited. Had a good time of sharing with the final manager who saw me yesterday. The feeling was very warmth though i am shivering due to the air con. Very nice person. Infact both managers are very nice person. JUst that the latter gives me a very motherly warmth hahaha.
So i was still in shock till irene told me that pplesearch is keen, for me to join them as a consultant, I was thinking "wah what did i do?"
Anyway the manager ask me to consider about it, cos she understands everything is going very fast. Anyway, given much considerations, i have given them a call to accept the job. Just waiting for them to call me up again. But letter of appointment is not offered yet. So yeah things can change.
Wanna thank dada and irene for coming down especially to acc me. Though irene taking this chance to visit her ex colleagues, but it meant alot for me. Cos i really didn't know what to do.
THANKS ALOT!!
wanna say sorry to dada also. These few days keep picking on him. As in he also got his faults la, but i blew up first. Sorry la, dunnoe why also. Maybe cos i feeling gittery dunnoe where i shld head etc. Is all taking a toll on me. But still i feel so happy that i am able to be of some help to you. So gald tht u clinch the freelance thingy. YEah! Got money liao!! I can hear the cash registers ringing!!! Hehehehe.
What does my future hold for me? i do not know. Alittle scare though. I am afraid i am not able to spend and see much of you. Promise me you'll stay by my side no matter what ok??
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