Monday, May 09, 2005
Have been having sleepless nights again. Was just thinking about the past and everything..literally from the first thing that i could remember..I plan to wake up early for a morning jog, but i think i had to get everything out of my mind before i can sleep peacefully..
Was just wondering how would my life be if things didn't take a turn for worse 2 years back. But come to think of it, if things didn't happen the way they had, i wouldn't have come to where i am now, and be the person that i truely wanted to be. There are many people that played a part in my life story till now, they have made up one whole part of me...
** My beloved
Irene and
Vanessa, this 2 gers i knew, all my life. 19 long years. I didnt't know of anyone, in my circle of friends, have had such a long friendship. We went thru everything together, literally even studied in the same school. These 2 gers are the ones that never left me, they are the ones that refuses to let me be alone when i was at my lowest point in life. 19 long years, cheers to our friendship, cheers to the lives that we are all living now, You are the ones that i will never ever let go till the day i die. Becos i know, i can count on you in everything i do.
** My closest Buddy
Xinyu and
Johnson, this comic couple here are the ones i grew up in church with. And they never left me since then. They are the ones that i look up upon to as a shoulder to lean on, a advisor in times of need. My steamboat kaki, and their love for people, and for each other, is one that i look upon to and learn my lessons from there. They are the ones, that i can count on to give the best advise.
** My dear
daphne, this silent supporter of mine, always there when i needed someone. Her character amazes me, she has this, "I will go the extra mile" attitude towards everyone. And i love her for tht. She was the one tht influence me on my love for cute little dogs.
** The handsome prince in my life
Ma XianRong aka Bigbig aka dude aka horse. I have countless things whenever it comes to him. I can talk about him all day. I am so thankful for your love for me, when i was at my lowest, u told me u didn't mind what i was going through, you hug me and told me everything is over, everything is alright. Since then, u took over the role of protector, and have never failed since day one. I know u will not fail, and i know you are doing your best in giving the best for me. I love you. And would never exchange you for anything else. I can lose all things, but i have to keep you by my side. I was reminded of the beginning of our relationship, we quarelled over the slightest things, i gave you cold shoulder over the slightest things, but we always kiss and made up in the end. And through every experience, we learnt how to love each other in a better way, and our love has never stop growing since day 1. Our story will never end the way i want, becos our love will never end. I love you for being the half of me.
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Qingy. My best buddy in poly. You know, i was kind of afriad that i will leave poly without making any true friend. But yes, i made one. Qingy. I picked up her frequency in school and we clicked from then on. I don't know about her, but i love all the chit chat sessions we had, she was the only one that has filled up the void when XR was not around for me. She encourage me whenever i needed it. She is just this one unique friend with that unique personality of hers. Way to go!! cheers for being my friend.
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Jenny ger, Sherry baby, and Justina darling. My gang of gers including qingy. I forgot how i got to join them. I was the extra and join them as the 5th one during my SIP. I will never forget the times i had with them in school. We will sit in the canteen, and gossip till the cows go home. I never stayed in school till 6 plus pm unless i need to. But their friendship made me stay in school till the longest time i could ever remember just to chit chat and gossip. I love their company, they are the greatest kakis God can ever give me.
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Cheerene, Chris and Jiahua, their friendship, i earn when i got attached to bigbig. I learn alot of things whenever we got together and chat. Our mac seesions till it closes, i will always remember.
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Andrew Chong, dun think i have forgotten you. Your marvellous friendship, and that super genius brains, always push me to study hard. Your notes are power, and u really, inspire me to sit and study study and study.
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Lim Weili, the one i hated the most in current time. He is the only one out of everyone, keep asking me to go and die for every other reason. Hahahahaa. He is a great friend i must say. Always offering his time whenever i am bored. And i always enjoyed my time with him. Eh friend, one day ar...when i really die...please dun cry for me hor...hahahahahahhaha
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Cho Kaien, wah lau, what will happen to me if i didn't have you in my group!!! I enjoy all the crapping times, slacking times.. Hahahaha one more sem!!! Jia you!!!
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Weide, ManKid and
Tommy. Go Ktv, play pool buddies, they are the best!!!
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Tan Tzehui. Always wanted to say a big sorry for that ugly icq chat we had once. I couldnt appreciate all your efforts. But i am very glad you found that special someone who will appreciate everything that you do. I want to say a thank you too, for the efforts u made in the past. They are, truely deeply appreciated.
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Bryann To. surprising?? hahahaha come to think of it, yeah u really did played a part in my life in the recent years. Both good and bad. Something that i have always wanted to say to you since..that is i am sorry for "shouting" over the phone at you, that one fateful day. Now i think back, though, i was authorize to be angry at you, but i guess i shouldnt have did tht still. And something that i have always felt regret is that i lost this friendship ever since. One more thing i would like to say to you was, actually i really wanted you to be happy during those times. I am happy now to see that you are. And i am leading a very happy and blissful life too. And i want you to treasure the love that u have now. and i hope to hear bells ringing from you soon hahaha. Yeah. You were my best friend for 6 of my growing up years. They will be part of my happy memories.
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Bro Benson, The one that always remind me and encourage me to sing, inspire me to use my musical talents. I will never forget this mentor.
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Samuel Liao. This is one brother i manage to make just before he left for his further studies. This one patient man in life, is so ever caring, patient with everything and everything. Accepts me for who i am. One friend i will bring thru my whole lifetime.
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Superman chau. The one handsome buddy i ever had in my life. And he still is. My movie kaki, coffee kaki, deep talks kaki. Though we seldom meet up now, due to busy schedules, i know we will catch up again very soon. Hey i kind of miss you ok..so better ring me up soon.
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Koh. His the one that will always make me remember of my 4 years F&B experience. And also the only that i stayed contact with till now. Though he always suan me, but he is a great company and he taught me alot of things. About the other side of life, the other side of men.
I can't think of any more pple to include. I will when i remember any. I am so tired now.
2:20 am
