Tuesday, May 24, 2005
What a crap to start school this way! I was late for my first lesson!! So much for wanting to wake up early, walk to school as morning exercise and wanting a clean record! Yes!! i was late!! Arrgghh!! I was so mad at myself!!
I was wanting to wake up at 6.30am everyday. Becos out of 5 days, i had 3 8am lessons. So i thot i want to tune my body clock back to the normal sleeping time. Then given that my lessons start at 10am. I will have time to go for a morning jog. But in the end, everything didn't happen. I woke up frantically at 9.30am. And i was late for 20mins for my first APEL lesson. I was having difficulty in sleeping last night, i toss and turn till 3++ am when i finally fell asleep. I even took a pill which will make me go drowsy, but it all didn't work. And so i thot, is ok, since i slept late, i shall still wake up early, so that i can tired myself out the next day and sleep early. Ok, the silly me shouldn't have trusted myself. SHIT!
Even though i don't have lessons, tml, i am still going to make myself wake up at 6.30am. Go jogging and head back school to do my project! I MUST DO IT!!!!!!!!!
I had a pretty crap or i can say bad day. Firstly was me myself being late. Next, i realise i didn't have much in my pocket after having to take a cab to school. Then i had to go get my maths text which cost me to have a hole in my pocket. A WHOPPING $7.50!! ANd then i am only left with $2 bucks for lunch. then during Dcode class, i was make to take in a peer whom i am very skeptical about. I mean i really hope she dun read this. Whoever wants to know who issit, just ask me directly ba. ok, i know i am being a bad person here. But seriously, with her reputation, i was really skeptical in accepting her. But i felt so bad when the lecturer had to come and ask me directly right in her face that i have to nod my head. And the rest of my group members just pretended that they didn't hear a single thing! I mean, not that i have anything against her la, but u know with all the people talkings and things like that, u just won't want to accept her if u have a choice. Then the third thing that happen to me is, i realise my ez link is flat with zero dollars. And i had to bare with my growling stomach and walk all the way back home. I felt like arrgghh!!!!! But mankid made my day, he treated me witha cup of bubble tea! So nice!
(ps: to 090783 and 180983, sorry. Lets stop thinking about the whole matter. ANd not let it happen again ba. Sorry again.)
11:14 pm