Friday, April 22, 2005
Been thinking, everyone around me seems to have moved on. I am the only one still stuck in school. Everyone is planning for their future already. Getting into perm jobs, settling down, all these just makes me realise i have actually entered into adulthood. Just wondered how my life will be when i finally stepped out and work. Wat kind of jobs will i be working on. When will i get the chance to start my own family. Everything. All these things that i used to dream of. They are getting horrendously near. I say horrendously becos i actually "woke up in horror". Another friend is tying the knot this may. Probably, i am just afraid of facing the mundane life. But yet, simple but yet happy life, might just suit me the best.
Is another boring friday. And my "weekend all play" beliefs have been changed. Nope, not really changed but chuck aside on some dusty shelf, once awhile i will put on that belief. Yeah. Off to do things to make pamper myself. Hair, facial mask nad nial painting is waiting for me. Oh yeah, and not forgetting my storybook and my date with my reservoir later. Cherrios
3:05 pm