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Wednesday, March 23, 2005


Weird, i am losing my sleep..hows that?? Is so weird, i am actually losing my sleep during the great holidays?? What is happening?? *look at the clock* OMG!! is already 1++ am and i am here typing myself away. What is happening? I kinda miss my SIP days, i sleep very regularly..

Hoping to see people online, but i almost forgot tomorrow is another big day for most of them. *sigh* and i just got a realization. I only got 3 calls for 2 days. All not lasting pass 5 mins. 3 person called in 2 days and we dun tok more than 5 mins on my cell!! am i boring or what?

I sometimes do like to get calls from my friends and get to chit chat with them, but i am just not that kind of candidate they will pick up their phone and call. So did i portray a wrong image? Or i am just a pure boring friend? Alot of times, i really do find myself not on the call list of my many friends out there..and alot of times, i will be the one initiating to go out, and never having friends who just thought of me and give me a call and ask me out.

Many will think my life resolves only around my boyfriend. But the pure fact is we love to hang out with friends. I always call, and my friends are always not free. And when they wants to go out, they will give me a miss thinking that i am busy going out with my boyfriend.

I am beginning to drag this holiday. I felt very lonely, with everyone busy, and probably out somewhere thinking i am busy, my weekdays seems extremely long, and i just got a news from bigbig that i am seeing him lesser and lesser as next month most of his weekends are burnt off due to bad planning of schedule. *cries*

I hate this holiday! LONELINESS suddenly seems extremely difficult to bare. I shall retreat into my lonely world.

1:05 am

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