Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Wondering how i spent my valentines day? Hahaha i went all the way to yishun northpoint to have macdonald's with my bigbig. I guess that will be how we are going to spend our vday together at least for next year also. *geez* but anyhow, it was a good one cos i get to spend it with my bigbig beside me, holding my hand.
Was reading flowerpod when i come across a thread where a man post for ideas cos he wants to propose to his sweetheart on vday itself. Read so many many examples, real life examples...they are all so touching...awwww....
Got a bottle of sweets for my friend who was recently out of love. He was like very sad when he had to spend vday alone. So i told him i'll get him flowers to cheer him up. But he say he paiseh dun wan me to spend. So, i never spend hahahaha Just go buy a cheap bottle and topped up all the sweets in from the leftovers from chinese new year. And did a little card. So eh, the sincerity is there ok although it cost almost nothing. Hope he can get over it quickly, of cos i do understand it takes some time, his been with her for so long...it gets a little saddening, my secondary ger friend also recently just broke up with her bf, they have been together for like how many donkey years?? I understood the feeling when the love is lost. And at times i will grow pessimistic of my future. I am afraid of coming to an end too. I held my hands tighter to bigbig, no one can take him away from me, only death will do us part. I told bigbig that i want to live one day lesser then him. Yes, i am afraid of loneliness. I dun wan to be alone.
Hope both my friends can get back on their feet soon. *prays hard for them* God please allow everyone to have a wonderful ending. please!!
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