Sunday, December 19, 2004
Yeah..is going to come to end soon. Turning back to think alot of times, the things that had happened. I could only just smiled and say "Wow..what an eventful year.." From the so much tears, so much hurts, so much heartbreaks to the so much laughter, so much fun and so much love, Wow..indeed it is eventful.
Everything felt like it just happened yesterday, it still felt so real, but painful no more. I am enjoying myself right now, and i am truely happy after all this while. Yes, this is the choice i have made. Be it to just find my identity as someone girlfriend or whatever, i didn't even mind if others would think of me as if i am like a little dog, always twirling, cuddling him. I am happy. XR asked me something yesterday and it touched my heart. He asked if i felt that the both of us are pretty stable in our relationship, i say YES of cos. I want it end 2004 this way..and it shall be it. 2 more weeks for a "miracle" to happen. If its meant to be, then it shall be it.
Somethings is definitely wrong with me, i always get fever on weekends this month. I think is becos i didn't have proper rest for the weekdays and i finally breakdown when it comes to weekends. OK, i shall have lots and lots of rest so that i can fully enjoy my XMAS. Looking forward to the dinner i am going to have on the 23rd and the 24th. So exciting, i can spend time with my friends and this gonna be the first time i spend XMAS with my dada. Yippie!!!!
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