Sunday, October 31, 2004
I wanted to blog. I know what i to blog. There are alot up in my mind. I very fan. I venting it through typing. But i lazy to type so much. ARrgghh!!!!!
I wanted to say how much yesterday service has impacted me. Maybe i should go into details the next time.
I very fan, exam tomorrow!! I am feeling like dunnoe what. Dunnoe how to explain.
I suddenly feel very tired. Very tense. And very sianz at the same time. Throbbing headache. ##%$#$%#$%#%!!!!
I know i miss xianrong alot. I want a physical human support. I want him to come and sayang me and hug me and tell me that he is with me. I want him to look into my eyes and tell me that everything is gonna be alright. I need someone to talk to!!! And i can't even call him.
I went to buy something for xianrong. I wanted to buy him something to appreciate his hard work in the army, and i know is very very tough. I wanted to get him a present also for pur 8th month. But i dun have alot of money. But i bought something which he already has it but a different colour, cos i know his is gonna spoilt soon. I wanted to get a better wan. But it is way above what i can afford. I hope he like it.
Suddenly very depress. Arrgghh!!!
10:52 pm