Monday, October 18, 2004

I had a great time spent with dada over the weekend. Wah!! now that he is back in tekong i am starting to miss him already. I had such a great time man. All started with saturday where i was suppose to go and meet him at pasir ris interchange in the morning. But i woke up late, so he took a cab down to fetch me to his place. I was so excited the whole night that i couldn't fall asleep. When i saw him, wah!! my whole face just lit up!

Accompany him back to his place so that he can bathe and smell fresh. Gave him his bdae gift and i really hope that he will like it. Cos he reckon that there is nothing actually that he needs or wanted, cos his in army, most of the things will not be of use. So i got him things that i like. For man one la...

Then we came back my place, so that i could change my clothes and go for service. Spent time alone with him, hug him for very very long. The strong arms. So nice. Then we went on separate ways. Met him up again after service, brought him to sakura to eat. It was a nice dinner though, but we didnt really enjoy it cos he was feeling sick. He caught the tekong fever and flu. Then plus his gums on the left side got a bit swollen, so we didnt eat much. After that went to buy him some medicine, then we went to starbucks for coffee. Met up my friends for awhile before we went to catch the show "the Exorcist". it felt so good, leaning on him to watch movie, and that was what i usually do, but after he went into army, i was deprived of that luxury. And i actually felt asleep. Hahahaha.

The best part came after we finish the show. We actually walked from tampines to my place. I mean, i did that upteem times. But that was the first time, we walked together for such a long distance. And that time spent walking was great. I couldn't describe that feeling. It just felt awesome. We chatted, he sang his army songs, told me what happen during the 2 weeks. He did most of the talkings though. But i was very happy just listening to all his stories. Made him promise to walk me walk home again the next time. But only when he is not tired.

We didn't go anywhere today. JUst spend time at his home and his mum cooked dinner for us. So nice. Chicken Rice!! We actually quarrelled today for awhile. Cos i was angry that he blew a little of his top on me just because i couldn't make out what he is talking about. I mean it wasn't the first time, some nights when he called, he will talk to me in a irritated tone. Then i will always feel bad, like he can't really talk to me, and when he does, his tone doesn't sound nice. Then this is the first weekend. I hardly can spent time with him, and he get so irritated over like practically nothing. So i ignored him. We didn't talk for a while, then i saw him tearing, my heart broke. I tear. He finally told me how tough it was inside. I knew he didn't it la. So i made him promise me again to tell me and confide in me if things are going tough inside. I also explained to him why i was angry, we apologise, wipe each other's tears. All i wanted was a good time spent together. And he was abit frustrated cos he was dragging the thought of booking in in few hours time. I knew from my head all along that it is not easy to be in the army, but today i finally felt and know it in my heart. He knew it was something that he cannot run away from. Just hope that he heeds my advice and try to make the best of it. I mean its not as if he has weird people around him. That is one thing that i thank God for everyday. Cos like that things will work out better. I also told myself that i would remind from time to time that i will be waiting for him, take good care of myself so that he wouldn't be worried for me. And most importantly that i will be the most understanding towards him.

We had a good dinner, and we were actually jokingly saying about if in future we should have our kids, who should be the bad guy and who should the the good guy. I deem myself to be the bad guy, cos he will love his kids so much that he will pamper them. And if i have to choose to feed, i will feed him, Hahahaha, and he will feed the kids. HAhahahaha Then later on, we reckon that we should just feed each other and let the kids feed themself. (feed= physically feed them food, not the go out to earn money just to feed the house) Hahahahaha.

Sended him off today to pasir ris, and i am already looking forward to next weekend. Can't wait to spent time together with him again. HAhahahaha. And i think i caught the tekong virus from him. Cos everyone in tekong is falling sick with flu and fever. HE was actually fine till he books out yesterday. Think he passed the virus to me, now i am down with fever. Ok, i better go take my temperature again and have a early rest. Miss my dada.

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Monday, October 18, 2004

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