Thursday, September 02, 2004

I am feeling extrememly depressed, disappointed. Call it the PMS. There is no tv for me to watch, can't even play a mp3 on my damn computer. Lonely as i can feel i am. I am feeling so terrible!!!!! PMS PMS!!!! Should be here anytime sooner..maybe tomorrow, my mood suddenly swing 180 degrees. Feel like smashing up everything that i can see, and that is why i am typing so profusely. DAMN IT!!!! I was pondering on what is the use of making it up for something that you can't do it today??? I need an accompany now!! And when i say now means now!! not tomorrow or the day after. How will i know if i still need it by then?? So what is the use of making it up for me some other day when i need it now and i don't get it and making it up on some day when i don't need?? To me i see it as pointless. I always believe in letting your yes be yes and no be no. Dun say yes then when i try to be understanding then you say no. SO what is the point in saying yes in the first place? So as to po( hokkien) that i will turn understanding and let you off?? But then again i am not angry, just flushing out all that i am feeling inside and hope that i can have a good night sleep and await that dragful period to come. You know is just a feeling. Who will feel good?? When a yes suddenly become a no? Who wouldn't feel disappointed? NAh, i am seriously not angry, this is MY blog and i type my thoughts in here...is just a thought anyway. Nah, i am a very understanding person, that's why i am not angry. But an understanding person still have emotions, and an understanding woman nearing her period will have even more bizzare emotions. So don't try to make it up, cos it serves no use. When i need it is not there, then forget about it. Apology accepted, but dun say you will make it up, cos once that disappointment is aroused, there is no turning back. Disappointment has been felt, case close.

PMS women rules the world, doing crazy things and getting upset at the most bizzare thing at the most unimaginable timing, is like leaving a happy woman and suddenly seeing her wanting to kill herself. Extremes. I finally understood Samantha(sex and the city), she would beam when she saw a delivery hunk and give him blow jobs on the spot, and give a constipated look when she goes back to the store to complain about how the vibrators have failed to give her pleasure. And beam again when she could give good advice to fellow customers on what kind of vibrators is suitable for them and then constipated again when she felt embrassed. She must have been having a bad day while she is filming and she don't look that old to be in menopause. She would probably be having PMS. The most destructive syndrome all woman will encounter. Cheers to PMS.

(p.s: I have totally no idea what i was typing..i am off)

12:26 am

Thursday, September 02, 2004

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