
Saturday, September 11, 2004
DAMN!! i DIDN't Know That BLogSPOT is such a daMN F****** blog!!! i type EverYthING and EVERYTHING IS GONE!!!!!!! DAMN!!! But hEck i shall do it again since i am SO daMN frEE!!!!
I AM SO SUPER SIANZ!!!!! SO DAMN F****** bored. ALL the Way To mY bOnES.!!! SICK and tIred Of haVing tO siT arouND THE daMN house anD dO NothiNg. FeEL so ToTALLY lonEly and CaSHLESS!!! DAMN!!!! SpeNT the WHole f****** day moBbiNg around doinG nothing. AND by nITE tiME comES, i hAVe finALLy coME to a decISION that i ShouLd cut dOWN on my FONE billS and stop callinG everyone and anyONe. I can't stAND it that EveryTime i got to be The one to call or sms. SIck of it!!! Everyone os put playinG!!! Why mUSt i alwaYS be The one to to call and ask if anyoNe wants TO go OUT????? WHY CAN'T YOU CALL ME?????? WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE FIRST???? Nah, I thInK after Today, I will re-prioritise my priorities. FROM TODAY ON I SHALL DO WHATEVER I WANT!!!
MY NEW SLOGON. "IF YOU DUN FEEL LIKE IT THEN DUN" ThAt is SOmeThinG thaT i will EMbrace at least FOR thESe few Weeks. I am SICK anf tiRED of feeding OTHER PEOPLE'S EGO. Sorry, Miss Huang here would like to shout:" I NEED MY EGO TO BE FED TOO!!!" No WOnder i am always Fighting with the insecurities within me. NO ONE BOTHERS TO Feed my ego. I NEED TO FEEL GOOD TOO!!!!! I AM suCH a Failure. NO CONFIDENCE IN myself. Nah, not that i dun trust. I JUST dun believe in mySELF!!! GET OFF MY BacK!!!! I shAll do nothing from now onwards other then my facial and mask.
BACK from my face SPA. ANd is f****** 1.40am. dAMN. wat the HECK!!! Ok, i shall go back to my most fav world, with only my tv , me and the bed. Bye.
(mind My language. sorry. HECK!!! THIS IS MY BLOG!!!!!)
1:36 am
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